tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post1850278069002573535..comments2023-11-19T08:47:16.021+00:00Comments on (Size) Zero Intentions: On my mind...Fat Piggyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16380965979204846827noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-45528245397442739962012-05-29T11:35:20.224+01:002012-05-29T11:35:20.224+01:00This is so true... everything looks good on skinny...This is so true... everything looks good on skinny! xoxoLife As It Happenshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02265477660004751295noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-26358798693236060162012-05-29T05:55:18.574+01:002012-05-29T05:55:18.574+01:00I think once we've been so fucked up long enou...I think once we've been so fucked up long enough, we just learn to be really good liars.Camillehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15392285217037271444noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-68139426608018574692012-05-29T05:34:13.321+01:002012-05-29T05:34:13.321+01:00Another really interesting point my pretty lady. I...Another really interesting point my pretty lady. I'm the same as you, I don't hate this at all. And I've seen patients break down and say that it has ruined their lives and robbed them of everything. But this ED has given me everything that I have today. <br />The more weight I lose, the prettier I feel. I will never be beautiful, but that's because of my face, not because of my body. Hey, my body will be beautiful and that's close enough. I don't have trouble shopping, if I don't want it, I don't buy it, it's simple to me. As for the social life thing, well, I can go out, that's fine. I'll fast the next day and work out to make up for it. After all, the show goes on! <br />It's all about control isn't it. I can control myself in front of friends and family, I can do whatever it takes to keep this disorder with me.Judith Mariehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10618191610809864885noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-38458179278531257332012-05-29T05:20:11.006+01:002012-05-29T05:20:11.006+01:00Thank you. That's what I've been trying to...Thank you. That's what I've been trying to reach recently from my little head. That's how I've been working it out too and still am... just didn't know how to put it in words. Somehow it's like looking to the other side and making things more bearable or keeping the eating disorder under control - like not letting it affect on social life, work and so on. My friends come always before my ed.<br /><br />Also the clothes, I got such a huge wardrobe that I can always find some "fatty" clothes that'll make me feel guilty but I know that to everyone else I look decent and cool. I just go out. <br /><br />Happy day and enjoy life!!<br /><3Tatyanahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11596024097630792471noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-531223725913570082012-05-28T23:57:03.266+01:002012-05-28T23:57:03.266+01:00I backfire on comments too. Sometimes I just think...I backfire on comments too. Sometimes I just think I don't care much about it. About anything. Seriously, it's just a screw it sort of thing.<br />I don't spend hours on my clothes either and sometimes I am perfectly fine going into a supermarket for food. I was the same even at my worst. Sometimes I'm not fine but whatever.<br /><br />I don't recovery either. I don't think I would even care if I was forced to recover. I know the chances of getting serious help takes so much time here that I barely even worry about it anymore because the likelyhood of me ever getting put in IP is really slim. Even if I was seriously underweight. But I also then see that as a challenge. Something to go up against and see what it takes to be in that situation. God, that sounds sick haha.Runhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16923935451972443052noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-34051720031538545232012-05-28T19:04:53.415+01:002012-05-28T19:04:53.415+01:00I used to get the same thing with clothes. Now I f...I used to get the same thing with clothes. Now I feel like I can slip into anything and be beautiful (even exercise gear). Sometimes I feel guilty about how good I feel right now, because it's been damn hard for me and everyone around me, but I am. I don't feel I *need* to lose more weight, though it'd be nice. Sometimes I hate it (my ED, being underweight, health issues, yadayadayada) but not usually :)<br /><br />xxBellaBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-6272958276574715082012-05-28T18:06:04.596+01:002012-05-28T18:06:04.596+01:00I have another problem - I love food, too much pro...I have another problem - I love food, too much probably and I have unhealthy relationship with it. Either I'm eating nothing or everything. I wish I could be at my lowest weight again but I have no idea how I did it. Why is it so complicated?Carolinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11969353782566481074noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-90732187237786346392012-05-28T17:33:58.088+01:002012-05-28T17:33:58.088+01:00Very well said sweetheart. I'm so happy for yo...Very well said sweetheart. I'm so happy for you that you are not comsumed and you are not obsessed. That's amazing. I can't wait until I am there. Much love. <br />XOXOKatie Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04593566837532308985noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-78031454644927007372012-05-28T16:39:07.229+01:002012-05-28T16:39:07.229+01:00The infamous pudding cups. I think that isn't...The infamous pudding cups. I think that isn't so bad. Hopefully it is the one low in sugar. <br /><br />I don't have a eating disorder( or so they tell me ) But I think I can understand what you are saying. I mean I know for me sometimes I save up calories for an event or I get in some extra exercise. <br /><br />I have even gotten better at handling it around my husband. I think he finally noticed the weight I am losing and decided to back off.WinterAhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00337508298343862482noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-18670742431801907732012-05-28T13:22:14.130+01:002012-05-28T13:22:14.130+01:00Thank you for posting this. An eating disorder is ...Thank you for posting this. An eating disorder is so, so much more.<br /><br />Ah, I look forward to skipping the hours obsessing over clothing until I find the exact outfit that makes me look the skinniest. I used to be there--everything used to look pretty good. I will be skinny, things will look good on me again. I agree with you so much.<br /><br />Take care. <3Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com