tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post6681309735544627086..comments2023-11-19T08:47:16.021+00:00Comments on (Size) Zero Intentions: What It Must Be Like To KNOW One Of UsFat Piggyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16380965979204846827noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-23848517913470786592014-05-27T12:47:27.873+01:002014-05-27T12:47:27.873+01:00Excellent question! My husband knows I have a mess...Excellent question! My husband knows I have a messed up relationship with food - he knows that I binge and eat the wrong things, so because I'm such a whale, he is pleased when I start restricting because he thinks I am too fat. I am going to go from too fat to too skinny this time, though. Presently, it kind of feels a bit like autho-rexia, if that is a thing. He's naturally underweight, so... yeah.Finally Perfectionhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18432826785499208226noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-29227549100826834332014-02-19T11:34:13.060+00:002014-02-19T11:34:13.060+00:00My ed actually didn't start as a wish to have ...My ed actually didn't start as a wish to have ed. I didn't even know about ed's before i had one :)<br />I don't know anyone that currently<br /> has an ed. <br />I don't know if all of my friends are like: "you are too skinny" because of jealousy or because they really think that. Some are jealous I'm sure!<br />And about living and working with others and having ed habits - it's hard if they know you had ed in the past. But you can always tell you're trying to eat only healthy, raw food,that you are allergic to something and that sort of stuff. I live with my husband and his folks and it's hard for me to hide it because he knows about my ed past. He confronts me if he thinks I'm relapsing but I am a medical in my home so I think up some story and get him of my back. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-81946973696145624662014-02-14T12:26:22.702+00:002014-02-14T12:26:22.702+00:00That's a brilliant question actually. I think ...That's a brilliant question actually. I think that there are two important aspects; a) how close to you these people are and b) how much they know about EDs. Because most people don't know enough (or at least where I live they don't). They've heard of anorexia and bulimia and have vague idea what it is but no way they can understand everyday reality of ED. <br />I spend most of my time at university and I never eat there and some people notice. But we're not close enough for them to actually care to do more than point it out. And my boyfriend and family don't know enough to worry. <br />That being said, I belive that knowing some plagued with ED and caring about them must be horrific, painful and exhausting - especially if you've never experienced it and have no means to truly understand what's happening. We're horrible people to love.Jinkxhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12447709329723282335noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-72195722616719610132014-02-14T08:31:03.311+00:002014-02-14T08:31:03.311+00:00we "wanted" an ED. stupid children. than...we "wanted" an ED. stupid children. thank you.<br />i wonder what people say when you don't have the birthday cake.<br />i'd probably not be able to resist. once there was one of those events with loads of sweeties, and i got a huge brownie and a biscuit and was so pleased at myself.<br />to answer your question, Rachel doesn't really know what to say. she accepts the fact that i want to lose weight but is persistent on the idea that i'm already perfect as i am and that kind of crap. it just makes me want to yell at her half the time. we have opposing problems. she thinks she has a perfect body, but a shitty face. i think i don't give a fuck about my face but my body has to be the super skinny version of itself or else sort of thing. she wants to be called beautiful and pretty and if someone calls me that, i get pissed off because i believe people say that only because they THINK i have an issue with beauty. darling, i know i'm pretty. so what? i don't care. that kind of thing.<br />wow. this turned into a rant.<br />you and i are one kilo apart from each other. w h o a. i'm at 61.9kg. and incredibly frustrated with my scale as well.<br />what is the magical 88kcal popcorn you speak of<br />i had to look up risotto cakes.<br />although this may be difficult, i suggest that you eat your heaviest meal of the day a while before your dinner time. i mean i LOVE eating most of my calories late at night but most of the time it just backfires for me and i end up either maintaining or gaining regardless of calorie count of the day. my day has to be pretty spread out.<br />i just looked up what a risotto cake was<br />i'm sorry. is that what heaven looks like?<br /><br />-Sam LupinSam Lupinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12704442793403106405noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2111201553969472787.post-19776504908002495602014-02-14T01:35:32.637+00:002014-02-14T01:35:32.637+00:00To answer your question, my fiancé sees me every s...To answer your question, my fiancé sees me every single day struggle with my ed. He doesn't handle it very well. Most of the time he looks the other way when I make my way to the bathroom or skip lunch. About once a week we will have a serious discussion where I tell him I will try harder or cease the behaviors. It's very frustrating for the both of us. Hopefully your scale reads a smaller number tomorrow. Hold in there dear.<br />XOXOKatie Elizabethhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04593566837532308985noreply@blogger.com