COME ON FAT!

Yesterday I was doing so well. I had only had 500 cals for the day when I just broke down at about 1am and had two plums and two teaspoons of peanut butter. So I imagine that my intake yesterday was somewhere around 750. Now I mean, I'm not stupid, I know that 750 isn't dire or a binge, but I need to be 63.0kg by tomorrow morning and the less I ate yesterday obviously would have an impact on whether I meet that goal. Anyway, so this morning I was 63.3kg which is 0.3kg down from yesterday, so there is a slight chance that I will still make my goal. But fuck man. COME ON PIGGY! My legs are starting to look slimmer again, but I'm losing on my stomach yet. I've had an orange today and a bunch of coffee and tea. I've given up the honey in my coffee until I get back down to my GW1 of 58kg. I'm aiming for 1kg a week, so I should be there by the middle of May. It's all fine. Anyway, so my aim is to reach my UGW of 55kg (again) by the time Leeds Festival rolls around. I have a pair of high waisted denim shorts that I need to fit into. It's a size 8, but it's a tiny waist. Anyway, so I'm going to take a before pic of me in the shorts tomorrow morning and I'm gonna go from there. So today I'm going to have bombay potatoes for dinner which will be about another 350 cals and that's gonna be it for the day for a total of around 500 for the day. I've gotta do some work and make sure that I'm sleeping by midnight, because I need to get up early in the morning to go to the bank and then I start my new job tomorrow. Shitting bricks dudes. Shitting. Bricks.

I need to come up with a day eating plan for work because I don't want to get fatigued and have that affect my performance at work. I'm thinking that if I aim for about 800 a day, I won't be totally fucked and I can still lose. I'm thinking a banana or smoothie for breakfast (100), a tuna salad (tuna and lettuce ONLY) (150) and then soup or pasta for dinner (450). With 100 cals for milk in my coffee, I think I can totally do it. Mmm. I think that will keep me sustained. Maybe with some coke light as well, just to make sure I'm buzzed. SHITTING BRICKS!

Peace & Love

Xo Xo