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Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Things That Make Me Happy
I was thinking today while I was climbing about the things that make me happy. And to my mind - there are three things that fundamentally make me happy. So I thought I'd share these with you all. The first thing is my cats. I mean I don't really need to explain this. Everyone gets this I think. Well. Any cat lover, innit? The second thing is any form of mind altering substance - now don't get me wrong, I don't have any kind of substance dependency problems, but I fucking love it. I love not having to think or concentrate or worry. I can't talk to myself frankly without getting mad or upset. I feel like drugs and booze give me an honest opportunity to look at myself without being emotional. I love drugs. Never found one that I didn't like. Again, not that I have taken much, but I love it. The third thing, which has a number of offshoots is being thin. I loved being thin SO much. Which is why I'm in such a hurry to get back to where I was before. The sad thing that I have now realised is that I have now backslid so far that I am essentially starting all over again. Now, I have mixed feelings about this because obviously I am PISSED with myself for having gone back to a place I swore I never would. But at the same time. I'm kinda excited that I can get back my skinny eating habits. I wanna try to not to fast too much, because I still need to perform at work, but you know. It's 800 cals a day for the foreseeable future. On that note. Today I've had two Linda sausages, asparagus and broccoli (350), two lattes (300), popchips and a monster (102), so total for the day 752. I also went climbing... So. Yeah not a bad day. And now for the shocker. My weight this morning was... 67.5. Gross, huh? But working on it. Working it. :)
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fuck all.
i have a cat. his name is Christoph. he tries to eat everything i love. i can't love anything that tries to eat my food.
...crazy lady. put down the drugs, FP!
I WANT TO BE THIN FP DAMMIT.
what the fuck is asparagus- (i know what asparagus is i just know few that choose to eat it)
so basically you had two sausages and lattes
yup. not mad at all.
unless they're Starbucks lattes, in which case i finally understand.
not shocked, bby.
i just keep on going like 'DAMMIT BUT YOU'RE TALL AND I'M THE SIZE OF A MIDGET'.
-Sam Lupin
PS. i love you, K.
Hey pretty lady,
Boy, I missed you so much in my absence. SO MUCH.
And you know what, having read your post, we can so do this shit together.
I have also slid backwards in dramatic fashion, and I was hating myself over it, but your post has put it in a new light. Now I'm also excited to get back to my skinny eating habits.
You know what, you can hold me accountable. I will not let you down. Promise me, that you will reach halfway around the world, stick your fingers down my throat and make me vomit everything up if I gain weight again.
Just for you, my weight today is a disgusting 58.7kg. And at 160cm, that is waaaaay too much.
Pretty lady, we can so do this together!
We'll get back to where we were.
Like Sammy, I love you too.
Judith-Marie
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