Fuck it. I am going to start doing 100 sit ups a day. My stomach is fucking disgusting. My legs and arms are kinda how I want them to be... okay a little skinnier would definitely do the trick, but my stomach. Man oh Man. Anyway, so today was a reasonable day. I weighed in at... 59.2 this morning. Which is acceptable. My goal for this week is to be comfortably in the 58's.
I went climbing with my housemate again and his friend after finding out that we live together said that we must be careful and not (I quote) "Shit where we eat" - I.e. don't fuck the housemate. Obviously, this was quite funny, since it has already happened. Fuck. I really have nothing to report.
I need a new diet... I don't really know what to do. Possibly a fast for two days - then a liquid fast for two days - then maybe a fruit fast for two days and another straight fast for one more. That makes a week of "fasting."
mmm. Yes. Thanks for all the lovely comments. So much love to everyone - I mean. It is a strange thing that people that read my blog actually know far more about me. And I can be honest about my life and my feelings. Tomorrow is my appointment with the ED specialist. It will be interesting to see what she says. I am NOT FUCKING GAINING WEIGHT! FUCK YOU! Also need to have my medication reviewed... which reminds me to take my meds - I forgot yesterday.
Love & Crags
Xo Xo
6 comments:
Best of luck with the ed specialist love, stay strong!
I'm wishing nothing but the best things to come your way soon!
Fasting sounds like a good plan! Nothing makes me feel more in control.
love always,
xoxo
good luck with the specialist! i agree...stomach is the hardest place to get it the way you want it. i hate my stomach, but i have trouble fasting cause everyone always says something.
Bleah, I am the opposite of you. My stomach is good. Kinda flat and a little toned. But my thighs and arms are nasty.
It definitely is strange- we know more about each other here than most people in real life know about us!
Good luck seeing the specialist. I hope she's nice. I bet she is. They always are.
<3
Good luck with getting to 58s. I'm absolutely confident that you can do it.
And 100 sit ups is an admirable goal. I might adopt it! I'll do sit ups in the morning or something. Might be a nice way to start the day.
Grr I need to work on everything! Hope the specialist goes well!! :)
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