Thanks for all the rad ass comments on my last blog post... You know, a lot of the things that people say to me about the things on this blog really come as serious news items to me, because in a lot of ways I don't see myself the way other people do, but at the same time, I mean we all have a skewed perception of ourselves. One thing I will say though, is that I don't know who I am, I'm not sure of myself. In fact the thing that I do the best is that I am a chameleon. I can be whoever I want to be at any point in time. The problem with this of course is that it means that essentially, I am not one person. I feel like I'm a complete mess ball of different things according to how the wind is blowing on that particular day. I hate it, but I love it.
Today, I have a lot of work to do and I'm supposed to see my shrink, but I'm going to reschedule for next week. I just can't face her today. I'm going to work in bed and sleep. And if I get all my work done. I'm thinking maybe a bottle of vodka. Who knows. Fuck. My. Life.
Peace & Love
Xo Xo
6 comments:
I'm the same.
I have no favorite anything.
I'm objective to the bone talking about anything.
I feel like I actually don't have an identity because of that. People like, people don't like. I'm just indifferent.
Don't think bottle of vodka at all.
Think bottle of water, lemonade, tea?
xox
I hope you feel better sweetie. Don't give in the temptation of the vadka. You're higher than that =) Lots of love.
XOXO
sometimes i feel like that too. like im lacking a sense of myself. but i hope things start looking up for you!
stay lovely. <3
I think the more we know someone the more sides we see of that person. So of course people view themselves as ever-changing. But the way you change is also part of you.
Know the feeling, I addapt to people around me and transform accordingly. There's only few persons who make me feel like I'm being myself... what ever that is.
<3
That does not sound bad to me. Work in bed and sleep all day. We all want to have one of those days sometimes. I was dying for one last week and my off day finally gets here and now my body is full of energy 0_o
I hope you were able to get your work taken care of with no problem so you could enjoy the rest of your day.
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