Please excuse my language, but my ex is a fucking assbag cuntface twathead fuckface shitstirring homewrecking lying piece of shit that I wouldn't pull from a burning building if I was the only one who could save him. FUCK HIM! He's engaged. Yeah that's right. Three months after we broke up, he is engaged. And he has been for a while and he felt the need to call and tell me this on friday night. So I got ratfucked for three days. fuck him. I can't even believe him and according to him he is SO happy. I want to inflict pain on him like he has never known before. I want to hurt him. My first instinct was to hurt him by letting the tax office know how much money he has defrauded the tax office. But then, that would be bad for karma, so all I am left to do is seethe over the fact that the man that was meant to be my husband, is in fact, not. On the plus side, this means I am definitely NOT going back to Cape Town in January for a visit and have never been more happy to be away from there. Anyway. So this is my current fucking awfulness of my life. I hate him so much. Roy Sinclair, burn in hell you awful AWFUL person. Karma is coming for you buddy.
Anyway, in other news (dyou ever feel better just by ranting about things) my restriction was derailed by this news since I spent the whole weekend binge drinking, which is a very high caloric intake. Anyway, but today I'm back on track. I'm also going to take a break from the smoking, because it makes me want to eat. And I may be a sad old cat lady whose only love is Jack Daniels, but I am going to make sure that at least I'm a skinny sad alcoholic. Whatever. Today i have had a sugar free redbull and a few slices of shaved chicken, so about... 40 cals today so far. I am going to have soup for dinner, because its getting colder. I kinda like the cold actually, i know south Africans are supposed to love the summer and heat, and i do, but the cold is nice too. :) Snuggling up in bed all warm and cosy. It is nice.
To all my new followers, welcome and thanks for all the kind words. You know. It is so funny having a blog which a few people read. You know. I feel like sometimes the people that read this dribble treat me like I'm not accessible. I really am though. I don't consider myself to be popular just because my life makes me easy reading you know. So if there is ANYTHING I can help with. Drop me an email. Or ask for my number/bbm. I'm happy to help in whatever way that I can, because unlike my skeezbag doucheface ex, I try to not be a cunthammer. Also, if you are in London, or stopping over here whenever, let me know. I'm always keen for coffee and a chat. Boom. Logistics of having a blog *hair flick* What can I say. Strike a pose. *superstar* :p LOL, kidddddddding guys.
Love & Peace
Xo Xo
8 comments:
My ex got engaged like a month after we split up - he was a dirty little cheat anyway! He and his wifey had a baby. They are now going through an awful divorce. What goes around comes around...and back around til you're up shit creek without a paddle!
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WTF three months? what an arsehole! Like Skylar said they will probs go through a nast divorce too (karma). Head up high my lovely! xx
If my ex had gotten engaged three months after the break-up, I'd probably had torn his head off.
That's awful. 3 months?! Wtf??
You're so right about karma though. Everyone gets theirs...
Lovely lady. You had pockets of happiness with him. If I do remember correctly you were always upset or mad and you know.
Some people are not good together, even if there is a bit of love. Sometimes love doesn't Conquer all. Now he is someone elses problem, and that is for the best. Cos he was a jackhole anyhow.
Wow. Don't even bother wasting your time on making his life hell. He doesn't deserve another second of your time. And you know? I agree with TinyRose. He IS selfish for dumping you in your time of need. What the hell? That's not love. Even if you two weren't headed for marriage the right thing to do is stick by your side until your on your feet and then you two could have talked things out; could have chosen the best road from there. I'm so sorry darling... <3
-Emma
I hope your ex gets what he deserves. And that's much worse than a kick in the nuts.
It's good to hear that you're back on track. Hopefully now that your ex is out of your life for good it'll give you more focus.
Wow.....Wow. He sounds like my ex husband who got married 4-5 months after our divorce was finalized. Don't make no sense. At least he told you. My ex husband never told me. His aunt did.
Of course you are totally loved <3
Take care lady
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