Not exactly a fruit fast but...

I did still manage to do alright yesterday. I had three cups of coffee and a lobster and avocado salad for lunch. So I guestimate that I had around 400 cals yesterday, which is fine by me. I want to gun a fruit fast again, but if it ends up being a lunch only affair like yesterday, that will also be alright. I'm working from home tomorrow, so I will be able to control that properly. 

Peace & Love

Xo Xo

5 day fruit fast?

I don't really have time to blog right now, because I'm busy getting dressed for work, but I've decided that I want to do a 5-day fruit fast. Anyone keen to do it with me? It's early enough that we can start today. I'll post again later with the progress... But yay! I'm keen to start this. When I say fruit fast, I also mean coffee and tea, zero cal drinks etc. You know. Within the ana bounds. 

Peace & Love

Xo Xo

Am I Just In Love... With Myself?

I'm a little bit high guys, but hear me out. So I've been thinking about the German... And the thing I like most is that he is just like me... do you see what I'm getting at here? Am I just a total narcissist that the reason I'm completely in love with the German, is actually because I am completely in love with myself...?

It's counter-intuitive... But maybe we make excuses for ourselves to be obsessed with our appearances.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

I wish I was

- a ballet dancer
- 50kgs
- small footed
- uber wealthy
- carefree
- happy

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

Weird, Crazy...

So I really need to stop drinking. Not only did I get completely hammered on Wednesday night to a point where I literally could not make it at work, it lasted two days, some dick stole my bank card and magically stole money out of my account. Jokes on him, cuz my ass was super broke so NIKS dickbag, you only got 20 quid. Fucker. Then I did it all again on Friday night, quasi proposed to the German. OMG. I need to stop drinking. On the weight front I'm not that fat. Need to do a proper weigh in tomorrow morning. On Friday I was 63.8, which was 2kgs lost last week. I'm still fat, I'm still disgusting and I'm going to stop drinking and take my ass back to 55. I fasted for two days, I can do it again no worries. Let's fucking do it. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo