Thursday, September 10, 2015

All Of It

So David and I are definitely done. It however hasn't stopped me from drunk crying on the phone to him a few times about how sad I am about it - is it me!? Well, yes okay, so I'm sure this all sounds really familiar. I have now blocked his number on my phone - more for my own safety than his. It is done. 

I went to SW4 last weekend... no. Two weekends ago and met this Australian guy... who I kissed - did I mention this in my last post? Anyway, so I kissed him and then we are meant to be going to Holi Festival in London on Saturday. I don't know if it's actually going to happen and he certainly doesn't want anything to me, but I think I might be on rebound enough to let him be a bit shitty to me. What do I mean? Well... Firstly, I definitely think he is only inviting me because he has no one else to go. Secondly, I think he definitely is only being friendly to me, because he is new to London and wants to access my friend group, because he keeps saying that he really likes them. Thirdly, he was meant to come to the house party the next day and blew me off, then a week later with no word from him, all of a sudden I'm hot and funny, and he wants to see me again. All very suspicious man behaviour. Anyway, I want to just have some fun, no relationships. So he might be the treat, as long as I don't let him hurt or use me. Don't let him get to my friends, etc. 

It is suspicious, isn't it?

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

2 comments:

Ṣαᵯ ȽuРіῄ│ said...

aw, love. i'm sorry. i hope that you're holding your head up...plenty of fish in the sea and all that!

"All very suspicious man behaviour." yes. very suspicious man behaviour. if i can't decipher what he's trying to do on the first meeting or second, then he sucks. no points for him.

-Sam Lupin

Angharad (Annie) said...

Really suspicious...what are men like?! Look after yourself hun xx