Monday, June 22, 2015

SchooWeeDoo Wup DooDoo

Yeah so today started really well and then it became an unmitigated disaster. Still no scale. Still fat. Still wearing a size 8 skirt which used to be super baggy and now... well let's just say that it isn't anymore. ANYWAY. Today. I'm off to Paris tomorrow and of course that is great inspiration... EXCEPT when there is a packet of chocolate chip hobnobs on my desk put there by my boss - who by the way, I can't stand. She's beige. Oh so beige. She's like a turtle - if you sneeze or move too quickly, she'll pop back in her shell... actually. She kinda looks like a turtle too. ANYWAY, I keep digressing. I'm very tired. So I ate 6 hobnobs at a whopping 72 calories each. And my kale salad for lunch (300ish). And my soup/root veg mash mixtures (250) and a nectarine (60) and god knows how much milk. So I guess we are rounding out today at just under 1000 calories. All things considered, considering that I had six ginormous yummy calorie laden fat obnoxious hob nobs... it's kinda alright innit? 

So I've set myself the goal of fitting back into this gorgeous summer skirt that I brought last October and it has never really fit me properly. It's an 8 - on the waist, which I very rarely am. But I think if I get to 65 again it should fit. So yeah, by the end of July when I go back to Cape Town (I'm doing a three week tour - Ghana, Nigeria and SA) I'll be able to fit. And my thinspo, funny enough. Is the very same festival that got me to start this blog 4ish years ago. Gawd. Four years. Anyway, so rocking the daisies is coming up and I'm going to be in Cape Town for it this year. I'm excited. And I need to get bikini ready by then. I've got 100 days till then. 1 October - god this brings it home. If I can lose half a pound between then and now... LOL, I don't want to be that skinny. 90lbs isn't a good look for me. Down to 60 by then would work. 

Constantly resetting these fucking goals. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

1 comment:

Ṣαᵯ ȽuРіῄ│ said...

you're wearing a size 8 skirt? #FPisthin

there's chocolate CHIP hobnobs? yes, i refuse to engage in the idea of something so delicious and ludicrous.

beige? she is a colour?

6 hobnobs is better than the whole thing, my dear. and it's alright. you still had less than me. i can eat that much in 1 sitting my love.

you're rarely an 8 on the waist? what the hell? i can fit into that and i am 5'2" my love and the same weight. you and i are a few grams apart maybe. find someone that sells you a proper 8. now, i was once an 8 around my ass. now, i'm lucky if i'm a 10 with my huge hips. i fit around a 12 loosely.

Gosh, i want to be 60kg.

seriously. i'm still not there. i touched it for a brief moment. gained a lot of weight (very few inches gained though). if i get back to 60 again, i'm going to be smokin'.

-Sam Lupin