Tuesday, June 21, 2016

On And Off The Wagon

The last few weeks have been wholly uneventful. I have spent it basically getting stoned and eating my body weight in takeaway. It's alright though, because I've been back on track for a few days and it will be okay. 

I don't really know how to describe how I am at the moment. I'm really good as far as work goes, it is all going so well, but you know when you're waiting for it all to blow up because you're the kind of person who just can't have nice things. I'm waiting on that at the moment. 

This drama with my mother has now officially spilled over into my house as I'm now responsible for her cat and it means I have to move to have a place big enough for three cats. Not to mention the fact that three cats require an enormous amount of attention. I want to travel and explore the world - not be saddled in one city with three cats. 

Tyler, the American from Paris - the situation is still ongoing. His plan is to move here sometime early next year. I feel very distant from the whole situation. He doesn't really have time to speak to me during the week and I feel disconnected from it as a result. I dunno exactly how it will all turn out, but I'm trying not to overthink it or to make any conclusions right now when nothing has changed. 

Will post weight this week still... I have to face the music at some point. I am hoping I haven't totally blown it. 

Peace & Love 
Xo Xo

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