I want to eat everything. I'm so terrible at not eating tons at night. I have nothing yummy to eat in the house, so it's simple enough, but I could eat the entire contents of my fridge. There is always THAT possibility, but no. I need to follow the rules. THE MUTHA FUCKEN RULES, PIGGY. THE MUTHA FUCKEN RULES.
I have only stuck to my plan for one day and I'm already struggling. But I will learn. I will, I will.
Today I had coffee (150), a latte (150), a can of tuna (136) with mustard (14), pot noodles (283) and a low-fat custard pot (108) which is 841 for the day. The plan is to also gradually decrease the amount of milky coffee that I'm drinking. But for this week, I'm letting myself have it.
Also - my boss. This is a rant. My new boss. She is the reason that there is a glass ceiling for women like me - she does nothing. She has no purpose and as far as meeting company objectives is concerned - she spent two hours this morning sorting out business cards on her desk. When you ask her a question she goes on a completely hysterical, unsolicited rant. She calls it being 'passionate' but the entire office can hear her going on about it. None of the male directors respect her because she is incapable of giving an unemotional response or a straight answer. She thinks that everyone is against her because she is a woman and therefore believes that she is a feminist (she is not!). She is petrified of the CEO and so instead of driving innovation and progress in our department she fights against any kind of change. She is inert and so my department is inert. She disregards all industry best practice unless someone (lately me) shows her that it's the best way - she is fucking irrelevant.
I cannot work for her, so I'm feeding this back to my recruiter on Monday and gonna ask him to find me some new roles. I literally can't work for a woman who does not support other women. She is giving us a bad name and I will not have her suppress me.
Peace & Love