Tuesday, April 12, 2016

I Texted Colbey

Oh yeah I did... I'm not sure why I did it, but it wasn't anything crazy, a simple "Hey Col, how's it going?" And he didn't fucking text back, but I did unblock him long enough on facebook to see that he had a pretty bad skiing accident a few weeks ago - karma is a bitch, mutha fucker. And yes, that's a horrible thing to say. No, I don't give a fuck. Lena Dunham taught me that deep down, we are all terrible people and that it's okay to be awful. I embrace my awfulness. I don't care. 

I'm not awful. 

Never forgive, never forget. 

Anyway, my goal this week was meant to be sub-70, so that I could be sub-69 by Monday. I'm on track, I think. But it's Wacky Wednesday tomorrow, which is a burger night that my South African friends go to every week, but tomorrow I've now said that I will join. If I have the smallest burger and fries, it will be about 800 calories of food. So I want to try and keep my day as low as possible. 

I've had about 800 cals today. Which is fine. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

1 comment:

Ṣαᵯ ȽuРіῄ│ said...

we human being are the most selfishly unselfish creatures in the world. i love that you're very real about it. i always say that "i said something that i probably shouldn't have said but you probably thought of at least once." it's true. i'm apparently 'real' and not fake for doing this.

Wacky Wednesday??? i dig that.

enjoy, my love. xxx

-Sam Lupin