So I still haven't weighed myself... I have been toying with the idea of only weighing myself once a week - not because I am becoming any less obsessive, but I seem to think that maybe if I do that then I will be more responsible across a longer period of time. So if I want to binge, my thinking is that I will cut it short because I can fuck up a whole week like that. I'm not actually, like. legit sure it will work at all. But I kinda think it's worth a try. Have any of you out there tried it - did it work/help/hurt?
Anyway, so yesterday wasn't terrible, but it wasn't great. I went on that date with the Jewish doctor. He's really, really nice and a total gentleman. He didn't try to get handsy or nothing. Although I did act like a TOTAL FUCKING SPAZ when we were saying goodbye. Like I waved and ran to the opposite platform. Really, Piggy - REALLY!?
Anyway, so intake for yesterday was special K with almond milk for breakfast - 160, soup - 140, about half a bottle of white wine (300), two whiskeys (100) and two shots of tequila (200) - then I got bad when I got home and ate a bunch of chips, so about... 600? So that's about 1400 for the day. Not great.
I still didn't weigh this morning... I'm going to weigh on Monday I think... Sunday maybe. You know what - SOD IT! I'll weigh tomorrow, I at least need to know where I'm starting right?
Today was better - I had cereal (170), soup (140) and pasta (400 - probably less). So today was a decent 710 and I'm happy with that, I mean I can get it lower, but for now, I am eating three meals a day which really helps with the binging I think.
The about the doctor, his name is David. The thing about David is that he keeps going on about how pretty and awesome I am. He called me hot - like can you even!? I think he's lying.
Peace & Love