Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Just Take It Away

I just feel so enormously fat, I can't believe the destruction that I have wrecked on my body. I feel like I'm popping out of my skin and out of my clothes. Like - I just don't fit myself. Like I've blown on my thumb and inflated my whole body. It is awful and I just want to deflate. Disgusting Piggy. I'm going to have to make sure that this never happens again. I just want to run until it melts off me. In the meantime however, I will not eat and fuel myself with willpower and coffee. Disgusting. I am disgusting. 

Hate & Fat
Xo Xo

3 comments:

The Dancer said...

Hey love. <3 I know the feeling. Yesterday I started a fast until I hit under 130. 4.2 pounds (about 2 kg) left to go.
Fast with me?
We can do this. We can fucking do this. We will obliterate our fat.

<3
--The Dancer

Emily Carter said...

I'm sorry you're feeling so crummy! Please hang in there.

Emily

Annaleise said...

Hang in there, dear. It's tough, but giving up is never an option. Last week, my cat died and almost every day since I've been binging and purging but without bringing everything up, I know I've put on a ton of weight! I feel like giving up but then I think about how much fatter I'll become if I do keep binging like this. Just take it one day at a time and stay strong!
-Annaleise