Thursday, May 15, 2014

I Miss

I miss starving myselfnskinny, I miss lokking at my thighs and thinking "damn! You dont look healthy  even if he says to me that I am gorgeous and a have a perfect body. I know it is never enough. Intake for today is 1200 . Fail.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

4 comments:

Sam Lupin said...

aw honey. don't beat yourself up. you were there once and you could be there again.
1200 is low (for me). maybe you still lost afterwards.
take care of yourself. <3

-Sam Lupin

formerly known as christie said...

It's pretty good actually :) on bad days I can binge over 2500 cals. Try keeping it under a 1000 or fasting, it works miracles. If you don't want to fast try eating nothing but a popsicle + juice it's like a juice fast but you get a cool icy treat too, seeing that it's almost summer. Just make sure to choose the one with least amounts of sugar and calories.

ViralTikTok said...

I can definitely relate to such thoughts <3

Anonymous said...

Me too, love! The question is, how do we get back there?

There used to be so much control. It was so easy to turn down everything..

I'm right beside you.