Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Bitching and Moaning

My office is being moved to Teddington and I am fucking pissed off. Mostly because this now means that I have to find another job or travel an extra 45 minutes per day each way. So yes, my total commute time a day would be 3 hours. Fuck that. I'm frustrated with the German, because he isn't here and you know I think, I think I want a fucking boyfriend who at least lives in the country but OH NO god forbid I say anything, because then what did I expect. Seriously, fucking hell. I won't. But then, I keep telling myself to calm the fuck down, because I'm just pissed about work thing. In addition. I can't stop eating, because I quit smoking. So I'm fucking disgusting. I don't know what to do. I'm doing my masters application too and who the fuck can I use as an academic reference, because I have to have one... And of course - my lecturers didn't know who I was in Varsity, let alone two years later. This is shut bullcrap. Fuck. My. Life. 

Hatred & Anger
Xo Xo

5 comments:

Miranda said...

That sucks that the company would up and move so far away! That is going to screw over a lot of people. I never did understand how people apply for Masters so many years later especially if they have gone to a large impersonal school. Can you substitute academic ref for job references. I think in some cases you can do that here if there is a lapse in education.

PrettyLies said...

That's bullshit, why are they moving your office?? No. 3 hours commute...it took me 2 hours to commute a normal 45 minute drive last year, so I sort of know the feels. That sucks hon I'm sorry. Bitch and moan all you want, that's what it's here for. OH. OOOOHHHH. Ok so last night I used this thing, the video chat on google plus, and it was so much fun, in my opinion much better than skype. If you ever want to chat/rant, hit me up. I'm still trying to figure out how to make google+ work, but it should be fine in the blogger community because we all have gmail accounts with our blog accounts. Idk, I think it would be fun if people are up for it. Visual interaction and ranting, yay.

Skylar Rainn said...

I cannot really advise anything else BUT eating due to quitting smoking. Do as I did and get an electronic cigarette 11 - 20 mg of Nicotine. It's Nicotine that suppresses hunger and, as long as you can get enough in your system regularly enough, it'll keep suppressing hunger. I quit for three days, put on 7 lb (yeah, in 3 days, I shit you not) and then got an e cig. Losing weight once more xxxxx
And fuck moving office. That's fucking stupid!

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

all I hear is that your office is being moved into a teddy bear.
yeah. i can tell that most of your pissed off is at the work thing not at the German guy - i hope you'll get to calm down soon, honey! <3
awwwwwww. well, damn them smokes, bb. you're strong. you'll find your way through. *gets chair and kisses FP's cheek*

fdfdfsdpgks i love you

-Sam Lupin

Ashley Nichole said...

I wish you the best but I feel you have to put your foot down because commuting for such a long time is bullshit and no one should have to do that! Unless they are paying you millions, then I might do that.

Congrats on quitting smoking, that is almost impossible to do!