My office is being moved to Teddington and I am fucking pissed off. Mostly because this now means that I have to find another job or travel an extra 45 minutes per day each way. So yes, my total commute time a day would be 3 hours. Fuck that. I'm frustrated with the German, because he isn't here and you know I think, I think I want a fucking boyfriend who at least lives in the country but OH NO god forbid I say anything, because then what did I expect. Seriously, fucking hell. I won't. But then, I keep telling myself to calm the fuck down, because I'm just pissed about work thing. In addition. I can't stop eating, because I quit smoking. So I'm fucking disgusting. I don't know what to do. I'm doing my masters application too and who the fuck can I use as an academic reference, because I have to have one... And of course - my lecturers didn't know who I was in Varsity, let alone two years later. This is shut bullcrap. Fuck. My. Life.
Hatred & Anger