Monday, April 15, 2013

Fucktarded Weightery

So on Friday morning after a week of no binging I woke up at 63.5 which means that as predicted I had magically gained like 3lbs overnight. ANYWAY, so basically as a result is that I am still fat. Friday and Saturday ended up being huge binge days of atleast 2000 a piece and then I fasted from Saturday at about 6pm till today at 9pm. So a 51 hour fast. I'm hoping that when I wake up tomorrow morning I can be around 63 again. I broke the fast with some pasta. But to be fair it wasn't a lot and I worked 11 hours today. I'm quite exhausted, but going strong. My business cards got ordered today - and I know this really isn't a big deal, but in the world of grownupness, I'm feeling really important about my business cards. I've been putting in really long hours though so that I can try and make sure that I am on top of all my work. Which I mostly am, but I just need to transcribe my research calls, which takes for ever. In other news, my ex added me as a contact on skype... I'm not sure if it was a mistake or something. I kinda think that it is mostly quite hilarious that he thinks we can be friends. Like I'd ever be friends with him. The cool thing is that I don't even care anymore. I couldn't really be arsed either way. Sort of the way it started I suppose - because I unblocked him on my skype and then just removed him from my contacts. And then when I got home, I had a contact request? I damn nearly called him as well... you know when your computer freezes and you accidentally click. Yeah - that's what happened. What a loser. I've also decided that once I get paid and I'm all stable and shit, so next month. I am going to start taking blues guitar lessons. I mean - I was going to do hot yoga, but let's be honest. I hate exercise, so maybe guitar to start and maybe yoga - I'll get to that later. I can't wait to learn. I've always wanted to be able to play guitar and there is no reason why I can't. Even though I'm tired, fat and buggered - life is pretty alright at the moment. Let's hope for a good weigh in tomorrow morning.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo


NeoHippie said...

Very cool on the blues guitar lessons!

Ashley Nichole said...

Good luck with everything and congrats on the business cards! I would be feeling pretty fancy if I had some business cards with my name on them.

Stay strong with the weight loss/gain; it is always a never ending battle for me.

Lena said...

Life sounds more than alright for you, hun, sounds like you're doing great and that you're finally where you want to be. Enjoy it, all your hard work is paying off and you deserve it :)