Monday, September 22, 2014

I'm About To Try A Jillian Michaels Workout...


I'm literally feeling the worst I've ever felt about myself. I'm going to commit to a yoga class once a week, a 5k run on a Saturday morning and a kettlebell workout every two days, so I'm hoping that the results will start soon, because I don't actually think I could feel worse about myself and I've never done this much exercise consistently in my life and I'm just getting fatter and fatter. I've worked out two days in a row and now I'm going to do a third. Literally, I weighed myself yesterday and it was BRUTAL. And no, sadly it isn't muscle because girls only gain 0.5 - 1lb of muscle a week, so. It's all just nasty fat. From me eating like a disgusting pig. I'm trying to keep it at 1000 - 1200 cals on a workout day, but the last few days it has been more. Fatter and fatter. But dedication and hard work and it should start coming off. I hope.

Jillian Michaels, I'm gonna do it. Let's hope tomorrow is better.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

1 comment:

Katie Elizabeth said...

I'm sorry things have been so rough for you lately dear. I know you can do it if you put your mind to it, and if you need any support, I am ALWAYS here for you =)