I binged today. That is pretty much the extent of it. It went well until dinner then I had fish and calamari and chips. Fuck. Sakes. And now I'm going to eat some yoghurt just because I can. I am fat and fucking disgusting. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Always fucking tomorrow. It's disgusting. Ever since I moved into this house, I have been eating like a pig. I am just going to get huge again. FUCK! I can't.
My best friend today told me that I look like this uber skinny friend of ours that looks like an ano child. I was almost flattered except I know she is just jealous cuz I am thin... or concerned. WHATEVER. Anyway, so I know it isn't real what she was saying. God Damn. Anyway.
On Thursday I have a psychiatric evaluation following my hospital stay on referral from the hospital shrink who says I am borderline. Whoopdee do.
Fuck my life.
Fatigue & Fat