I'm really trying to behave. Last night, I think I did okay, because Dr Dave EVENTUALLY got here and then he wanted to get snacks and booze. I had one peanut butter cup (110) and a couple sips of whiskey, so my intake was higher. But still under 700, so okay.
Today, I feel very hungry, but I'm fighting it. I've had a "calorie-free" energy drink (8), a salad (now I'm not sure about this cuz there was a lot of olive oil on it - 400), five crackers with avocado (205) and a punnet of cherries (100), so somewhere in the 700s is the verdict. Man, oh man though. I want to eat more.
I just keep thinking about that willowy skinny girl I used to be and how I used to proudly look at my thigh gap and even my thighs and just think how they almost looked a little bit too small. Today, I had lunch with three boys who called me skinny. I said that I was a normal size and not skinny. They were like 'bro, you're skinny'. They CLEARLY don't know what skinny is. CLEARLY.
Love & Peace