YAY! So I am at the end of day 4 without any binges. My total for today is 683 according to my calorie counter although I suspect it may be about 100 higher than that, because I don't have an accurate estimate on the lentil soup I hate for dinner. It had lentil and reduced fat coconut milk in it... And I hate about two and a bit ladles of it. I also had five corn thins, which are about 150 cals for the five. Ya, so I failed with the corn thins, but at least my total isn't bad at all. :) :) Tomorrow I think I shall have exactly the same. Tuna salad, fruit and lentil soup for dinner, but just a tiny bit, because it is high in carbs. I am really proud of myself that I didn't binge today. Gotta keep it going. Hoping I can be in the low 58's tomorrow... maybe even high 57's. My god. 57. JESSUS FUCK. It would be so amazing.
I just skyped this friend of mine that I am staying with in London... and him and I hooked up randomly... innocently a few years back and then he started dating this other girl shortly after. But anyway, I think I may kinda like him a little bit. Dangerous piggy. So fucking dangerous. But he is such a nice boy, like nice and kinda sexy. I wish he were a little bit thinner... But he isn't fat, but like - could use a work out. While we were skyping he said I had nice legs and *BOOM BAM* that I look really skinny. Awwwwww thank you baby. *blush*
Anyway, enough of my shananigans. London in 23 days :D :D This week is going really quickly.
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