I am still waiting on my visa from England, my unicorn is really irritating me and I doubt I will see him again before I leave, assuming of course that I get my visa. It has only been five working days and they said 5 - 10 working days and of course this is africa. I am still hoping to be in London by the 29th of March, which is next week for those that aren't doing the maths. Fuck fuck.
Gawd, I feel so ADD today. Anyway, so what to do about my fat - I am going back to my 700 a day thing. This time strictly so, I must apologise in advance for my absence, since I don't know when I am getting a new computer. Although, I hope it be soooooon. SO my fat. 700 a day, 1 gallon of water AT LEAST. And these meds of mine are supposed to control binges. Yes, in fact Dr Whore gave me drugs that are for (and I quote from the Dosage and Directions for Use section of the inset, I read these - whatever) Major Depressive Episodes and Bulimia Nervosa. Not to mention the little freak out I had with the Whore because I told her that I am NOT depressed, and the reason I believed myself to be on meds at all was for the anxiety shit. Anyway, she agreed - whatever. Apparently these are used to treat anxiety even in the absence of depression. ANYWAY, so my point is that one of the side effects of this drug is "appetite loss, anorexia and loss of mass" - DUDES, FUCK YEAH!!!! I mean, a drug with ana as a side effect?? Anyway, so hopefully I will get some decent "side effects"
Anyway, I am really hoping I can get to my GW before england although after this weekend and all the fat that has taken up residence on my thighs, stomach and chin (double fucking chin) it seems unlikely. OKAY. Control those binges meds. Yes we can.
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