Friday, March 2, 2012


I am going to drink poison. I am over this. Tomorrow the death star comes to life. Tomorrow at 8pm. I die. Goodbye.


Cryotaneko said...

Don't you dare, Piggy. There's no way on earth I'll live without reading your blog every single chance I get.

Sar said...

Nooooo!!!!!!!! Not a good idea. Life will get better! You're so beautiful, smart, talented at writing...don't give up!

Life will get better! XO

*praying for you*

Sunshinechild said...

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses. As we forgive those who trespass against us, and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Charlie said...

Please don't. :( I know things are awful right now, but it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
Things get better. They do.

❤ ♥ Sam [Misha] Lupin ❥ ❣ said...

K, don't you fucking dare do that. i will kill you if you try to drink poison. i refuse to let you think that this is ever, ever, EVER a good idea. alright? babe. please. don't you dare do this to yourself. to me. to any of us. we love you so fucking much so it'll kill us to see you go away. everything will look up, beautiful. i don't care about what anyone in the world fucking says.
if you die tomorrow at 8PM, i will seriously, seriously, seriously fucking CRY. alright? you can't do this. please, babe. don't. i don't know what to fucking say but please. please. please. please. don't.
i'd rather have a thousand anxiety attacks than have you feeling like this. please.
-Sam Lupin

Light as a feather! said...

Please don't do it! You have so much life ahead of you! You can do this, life will get better trust me! <3

loveylou said...

please please please don't do this we all all here for you!! things are bound to get better, everything is fixable and happens for a reason. There is a bigger plan at play here, just please please don't do this.
love always

Judith Marie said...

You are a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent woman and this world needs more people like you in it. I don't want to go to England thinking what might have happened if you were still alive and I could meet you. You are going to stay alive and meet me whether you want to or not!

I don't care why you're upset or what went wrong. I'm sorry life isn't exactly what you want it to be but it never is for any of us. Buck up lady! Killing yourself is not the answer to anything and everything always picks up in the end.

You will get through whatever it is that isn't right. Things will get better and you don't want to let one moment of frustration stop you from getting to the good part.

I love you girl, and you know it so don't you dare do something that would hurt me so much.

Bella said...

I know nothing I can say to you can change the way you feel, your decisions or anything.
I can only tell you that you are loved and you will be missed, by all of us here.
I'll be thinking about you tonight, praying for you (don't mind that), stalk your blog. And tomorrow, at 8pm, I will be thinking about the tragedy that it is when another young soul leave this earth way too early, because life just is too hard.

I wish, and hope, and pray that you won't do it. 'Cause I enjoy reading your blog so much, and I have come to care for you, as a person.

Sending you all my love and support <3

Little Miss Thin ♥ said...

Don't. So many of us care about you. <3

Anonymous said...

No please don't! Don't! God loves you!

missinsanity. said...

no, you aren't. because you're way too amazing and-- shit, so many people care about you. WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU.

pretty please, just tough it out. whatever it is that's got you feeling like this, just tough it out. but don't do it.

please. <3

Sparkle Spaz said...

NO! Dying on us is NOT an option! We love you deary and we want to see you get better! Don't do this to yourself! You are special and people care about you. WE care about you. The GODS care about you. They don't want to see you go like this, and neither do we.