Monday, May 20, 2013

The Agyness Revelation

I am completely fucking perplexed because I have absolutely no idea how many calories I've had today. Honestly, I wouldn't even know how to begin counting them because my calorie counter and how much I know was in each of what I ate are completely at odds with each other. It definitely is not over 1000 that's for sure. I had half a banana for breakfast (60), a salad for lunch - okay it was a big salad but it was all veggies with a third of a small can of tuna in it, I had an apple (60), a medium hardboiled egg (60), a ton of gherkins which apparently only has 15 cals in it per 100g and I had about... 200g of them lets say. Then for dinner I had a bunch of vegetable curry - so there has been absolutely no carbs other than the banana, but it just feels like I've had sooooo fucking much. I would guess I'm somewhere in the region of... 750 for the day? There is no way that the salad was more than 200 and dinner was literally all vegetables... so... Yep, I have no idea. Anyway, it's almost not important. This morning I weighed in at 64.8kg and today is my fifth day in a row without binging so I'm quite happy about that. I'm hoping to be 64.5 tomorrow, but I do have my period so who the fuck knows how that is going to turn out. I had a bit of a spell at work today where all of a sudden I felt like I was going to faint... not even faint, more like I was going to fall asleep on the spot. Like I was on drugs or something. It was so very strange. 

I have also decided that I'm going to cut my hair all off. In the same style as Agyness Deyn - we all know how much I love her, so I have another ten days before I'm going to have my hair cut. And for those who don't know - I've been growing my hair for about three years now. It is halfway down my back and really fucking long. I'm just really fucking sick of having long hair. I can't do anything with it - it just hangs there and trying to keep it in a reasonable condition just fucking kills me. It takes me twenty fucking minutes just to blow dry it. Seriously. Can't deal anymore. And I promised myself before that once I got down to 60kgs I'd cut all my hair off, which I chickened out of. So the time has come. I'm going to do it as soon as I get paid. Boo-fucking-yeah. 

In other news, my office hottie got the cutest hipster glasses. He is the sweetest thing. I don't know if he tries to talk to me, but he does seem to butt into conversations that I'm having with people - although I'm fairly certain that he actually doesn't and there is just a lot of wishful thinking going on, on my part. Don't screw around at work Piggy. Not that I'd ever have the opportunity to do so. ANYWAY. Wishful thinking - he is so fucking gorgeous. ANYWAY. 

It's a blonde revolution people - join us. :) 

Peace & Blondes
Xo Xo


Little Miss Thin ♥ said...

Please take a picture both before and after! I love having long hair, I hate having short hair. Even though I'm short I always feel like a boy when I have it!

I also tried going blonde again the other day using the bonde dye I always use; my strand test went golden and my head stayed brunette. Not even the tiniest change. :( And this was on virgin hair, not dyed like it always was.


Ashley Nichole said...

I think the haircut will look wonderful, and totally compliment your improving and wonderful body!

Also, go office hottie for giving you eye candy! I need some eye candy in my life.

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

i always feel like im going to faint on the spot hmmm that sounds like its going to be hard to understand how many cals you ate
definitely looks less than 1000
vegetable curry is a very difficult thing for me to understand the calorie content of
hottttttttt. yes. cut it off. cut it all off.
blonde revolutions are awesome. omg.
-Sam Lupin

Lena said...

Totally agree with Miss Thin, a before and after is a must!

Anavida said...

I cut all my hair off & its extremely liberating. The beauty of your face will be the main
focus, so make sure your on a good skincare regimen. Just do it, you've lost so much weight. Congrats:)

Anonymous said...

Absolutely post a before and after! I missed your face! I'm back with Charles... don't say it. And heavier than ever!! But finally back on track. Just some hurdles.

Ana Brown said...

Awesome idea to reward yourself for weight loss with a makeover! Let us know how it goes!

Stay strong