Thursday, March 28, 2013

Keep Truckin'

Quick update on life in general. Thank you all so much for the encouraging words and sentiments about my new job, I really am very excited. Almost as excited as having an excuse to buy lots of fabulous clothing. Work clothes, okay. Not that fabulous, but I'm channeling Samantha Jones. So beautiful court shoes, fabulous tailored trousers and sexy blouses. Well, not exactly Samantha Jones... More... Ally McBeal, but hey whatevs. Samantha Jones, shoes. Anyway. Sex and the City addict much? ANYWAY. Yesterday was perfect, I had three chicken thighs (no bone, skin or fat OBVIOUSLY) and some tuna. The total for the day was somewhere in the 700s which is chilled. The next day is absolutely crucial as I'm going to my friends tonight for a girly gossip, wine and sleepover. So I need to make sure that I stick to my detox, even though there is going to be wine. No carbs, no dairy. I weighed in this morning and it's not great, but it's not bad. I've got... 10 days till I start work and I need to be a normal size 8 (US 4) by then. At the moment I'm a a push of an 8. The clothes fit, but they aren't loose like I like it. I like baggy clothes? Does that make me weird? I'm also deeply deeply uncomfortable about showing cleavage. Not that I have any mind you. I mean literally. I don't wear a bra, because I have nothing. I'm an A-cup... maybe even a double A. Fuck anyway, so I don't like cleavage at all. UNLESS actually its one of those tops that have a J-Lo Versace V in the front. Like right down to the bottom of the ribcage in other words. I dunno. I think when you're tall and lean (not that I'm lean anymore), high necked garments look so sophisticated. Wow, fashion rant. SORRRRRYYY! 

Joe will be here in... 2 and a half weeks. I can't wait. I'm going to have a little sit down 'state of the nation' talk with him, just so that I can find out what his deal is, i.e. when he is going to be moving here. And if he doesn't have an answer then I'm going to end it. I don't want a long-distance boyfriend. Anyway, so that's what happening there. 

Peace & Love 
Xo Xo

3 comments:

loveylou said...

I love my baggy clothing as well! I like to hide behind it, and it makes me feel smaller too. I'm so much more aware of my fat when I'm in tight clothes.
I'm sure you'll get to where you want to be in 10 days with where you are now.
Congrats on the new job by the way!
love always
xoxo

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

xD
isn't that chick from Samanatha Who or am i missing something here
because she was hot too
im not much of a Sex and a City junkie but mostly because i didn't watch it (like i NEED more addictions in my life????)
ARE YOU KIDDING ME
i love baggy clothes so baggy that in fact i still wear the stuff i used to fit in when i was about 217 and i am right now which explains why the thing is hanging off my shoulder
OMG GIVE ME
GIVE YOUR SIZE AND GIVE ME YOUR CUP SIZE PLz
JOB YOU HAVE IT
CONGRATS
-Sam Lupin

Miss•Genna said...

I think baggy fitting clothes are loved by all. Especially work trousers. Those dress pants look terrible when they are to tight. Though I am very fond of the second skin dresses because 1) they show of areas of pride 2) they encourage proper posture and "sucking in the bad" and 3) I am small chested also and tight looks better with barely any boobs (or less trashy then miss double D's bulging nipslip waiting to hapen)

Wishing you the best of luck with keeping the detox going.