So binge-free challenge, congrats to those that made it. I made it five days, and here's why. And it's no excuse, but here's why. I got the job and am now a gainfully employed 20-something in this asshole city. I start on the 8th and was hoping for some funemployment for the next two or three weeks leading up to it, but it doesn't look like it is going to go that way. I have so much work to do at the moment. ANYWAY, so after I found out that I got the job. And let me tell you, that director that I met, the hot one. Is JUST as hot as I thought he would be. Fucking sigh. The job also has a lot of travelling involved in it, so i'll be in northern europe and Germany a lot in the next year. It's all very exciting. So after I found out I got the job, I celebrated, which has involved enormous amounts of deep-fried carbs, chocolate, wine and cheddar. So I spent three days stoned off my face and eating like a ninja. So of course, I'm fat again and feeling awful. So today, I'm going back on the detox I did in february and it's binge-free challenge round 2 for me. 7 days of no binging. Today is day 1. And I'm aiming for less than 800 cals for the day. We can do this.
In other news, I saw the cute boy that I hooked up with on Saturday, because he lives with a friend of mine. And I shit you not, he hid from me. Which is totally weird, because I'm obviously not one of those clingy morning after kinda girls. So I laughed and laughed. Silly cute boys. All looks, no brains. Anyway, and Joe is coming down here in two weeks, just for a weekend to visit me. Which is lovely. He's so lovely. But still fast tiring of this will they, won't they situation that we have been doing now for almost two months... fuck me. Almost three in fact. Basically though, I can't binge anymore because I need to be skinny for when he gets here. I can't expect him to want to be with a fat piggy. Also, this visit is going to be friends introductions. Which is kinda hectic. I don't think I want to introduce him to my friends yet. But will see how it goes. Anyway, sorry I've been gone for a week, but you know how I get when I'm getting high. Absent minded.
Peace & Love