Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Loads. Just loads.

So binge-free challenge, congrats to those that made it. I made it five days, and here's why. And it's no excuse, but here's why. I got the job and am now a gainfully employed 20-something in this asshole city. I start on the 8th and was hoping for some funemployment for the next two or three weeks leading up to it, but it doesn't look like it is going to go that way. I have so much work to do at the moment. ANYWAY, so after I found out that I got the job. And let me tell you, that director that I met, the hot one. Is JUST as hot as I thought he would be. Fucking sigh. The job also has a lot of travelling involved in it, so i'll be in northern europe and Germany a lot in the next year. It's all very exciting. So after I found out I got the job, I celebrated, which has involved enormous amounts of deep-fried carbs, chocolate, wine and cheddar. So I spent three days stoned off my face and eating like a ninja. So of course, I'm fat again and feeling awful. So today, I'm going back on the detox I did in february and it's binge-free challenge round 2 for me. 7 days of no binging. Today is day 1. And I'm aiming for less than 800 cals for the day. We can do this. 

In other news, I saw the cute boy that I hooked up with on Saturday, because he lives with a friend of mine. And I shit you not, he hid from me. Which is totally weird, because I'm obviously not one of those clingy morning after kinda girls. So I laughed and laughed. Silly cute boys. All looks, no brains. Anyway, and Joe is coming down here in two weeks, just for a weekend to visit me. Which is lovely. He's so lovely. But still fast tiring of this will they, won't they situation that we have been doing now for almost two months... fuck me. Almost three in fact. Basically though, I can't binge anymore because I need to be skinny for when he gets here. I can't expect him to want to be with a fat piggy. Also, this visit is going to be friends introductions. Which is kinda hectic. I don't think I want to introduce him to my friends yet. But will see how it goes. Anyway, sorry I've been gone for a week, but you know how I get when I'm getting high. Absent minded. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

7 comments:

Lena said...

Congrats on getting the job, hun, so happy for you! It sounds great. You were allowed to celebrate, don't feel guilty about it. That boy really is silly, cannot believe that he just hid from you.
xx

Alice May said...

Yay! You got the the job that's great! Good luck on your detox :)
Alice xx

Tatyana said...

Congratualtions!! Job and a boy, you\re really lucky :D

~Nessa~ said...

I did not make it through the binge challenge. But lucky for me I don't have any junky food in the house so I guess it was just a mini binge. Like apples and pb and ryveta crackers . Lamest calorie overage ever!

Your job sounds amaaaaazing :)

PrettyLies said...

Yay jobs!!!! Hopefully is good and rewarding and something you enjoy. Travel is always good I think. Try not to dwell too much on hot director guy, it only makes things confusing. Good luck with no binging hon

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey hot babe
five days is still superb. <3 you're talking to a recovering bulimic. five hours was a damn lot for me.
i think people are congratulating you about the job but meh. yay for someone taking most of your time away to do a tedious, manual task all day long and pay you too little all the time! :D
omg omg omg omg omg omg TRAVELLING FUCK FUCK FUCK YES im sorry but yessssssss i honestly have it all figured out in my head that i'm going to go to England/Germany or France when i specialise i cannot stay in this dump and if i'm happy i can stay there forever :P
less than 1000*
damn you, FP. less than 1000! less than 1000**!!!
-Sam Lupin

journey...paradise said...

C: that's awesome! What kinda job is it?(: Ahh I wish you luck on your not binging I've only lasted 14 days