Friday, August 2, 2013

Success? Not Really

So yesterday was a successful fruitox day and despite my wildly crazy disgusting normal fatty carby eating this week, I only weighed 64.4 this morning. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!? Anyway, that aside. It's funny that my first reaction was : WOOHOO let's binge. I've realised that I'm in my worst binge-starve cycle I've ever been in. There is absolutely NO moderation whatsoever. That aside. Today I slipped a little bit, but it wasn't a total failure and here's why. I had a lo-cal monster, an absolute zero monster, a Starbucks americano with a sugar free vanilla shot, a punnet of strawberries and then... I had grilled dumplings. Fuck sakes. I was meant to have a mango for dinner and then I decided that I wanted chinese. So I got grilled dumplings. 6 of them. With hoison sauce. CRY! But the reason that it wasn't a total failure was because when I eventually mentally caved into chinese land, I decided on two dishes, then decided on three, then went down to two and eventually settled on just the dumplings. So, it's not terrible. Anyway, I'm hoping to not gain tomorrow morning. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo


warlocksmistress said...

6 dumplings is amazing willpower if you ask me.
I'm such a sucker for Chinese. It's so much easier being vegetarian though. Less to choose from!

Awesome job sticking to your fruit fast guns. :) Binge-Starve cycle aside, each day is it's own struggle; and you are tackling each head on.

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

I WANT TO WEIGH 64.4. hell i'll be nice and take 65.4. omg. 64.4 though.
you will always be thinner than me. hardly fair lovely because im seven inches shorter than you! xD
Americanos suck. get yourself a latte lady.
not terrible at all.
and you know I tots agree - 6 dumplings is like amazing willpower.
I would've eaten 50

-Sam Lupin
PS. good luck on fruitox
PSS. my fingers are cold but im too lazy to move cry all my life problems