I was watching extreme makeover weight loss edition and the contestant starved herself for two weeks and then purged after the inevitable binge. She told the trainers, got some therapy and then - for the rest of the episode - BRAGGED about how she 'overcame an eating disorder'. The fucking audacity. Two weeks of having a supposed ED and she thinks she has the goddamn bragging rights of having overcome a mother fucken eating disorder. To add fucking INSULT to injury, more than 6 months after she allegedly got over the ALLEGED ED, they sent her to a recovery centre. FOR A TWO FUCKING WEEK ED!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? I'm not sure why this bugs me SO much, but it makes me want to slap her and the fucking trainers at how easy they think it is. Or that they fucking- anyway. I need to shut up about this, because it just pisses me off so much.
I don't have anything to update, I'm fat. I binged - for days and fucking days. So today I started off almost binging, I've had about 950 cals. And no more today. Tomorrow and wednesday will be a fast.
Peace & Love