Monday, July 21, 2014

Interview (& NEW BLOGS PLEASE)

The interview went well. I got invited back for a second interview on the spot. So next week Tuesday, I've got my second with them for which I have to prepare a project. Which is not great. But I figure that I have the interpersonal skills to razzle dazzle, so now all I have to do is dedicate the time to completing this project and I will be laughing all the way to the bank. Motivation often comes in strange forms and today's motivation is courtesy of my colleague Kate, who I found out earns 4k more than me. The insult is that (and don't get me wrong, she is amazing and I love her) I'm better than she is. So fuck it. Fuck this company. I'm outta there as soon as I get a job. Screw it.

Today I've had coffee with sugar (two/three cups; 150?), three biscuits (154) and a lentil salad (which apart from the lentils and 60 cals worth of tofu, total can absolutely not be more than 250). So that's 554 for the day. I definitely am going to have a small clementine and a cup of tea. I will be asleep in like an hour. I'm exhausted. I couldn't sleep last night. I'm still enormous and I haven't had a chance to go for a run. I'm hoping for a loss tomorrow. (Have I told you guys that I'm trying gluten free for a month?)

Last night I started cleaning up my blog reading list. I had 210 blogs on that list from when I started this blog almost three years ago (GOD, 3 YEARS!?) and I've gotten down to the letter 'M' and I'm down to 100. WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ALL OF US? I know that a lot of the people that have read and commented and followed this blog have been silly little teenagers who glamourise eating disorders. But fuck me. More than two thirds of the blogs that have been started were abandoned or deleted. ANYWAY. Point is that if you read this and you have a blog, won't you leave the URL in the comments so that I can follow you... (Also to my old readers, I do still read, I just don't always comment - you KNOW who are and that I love you #Sammy4Evs).


Peace & Love
Xo Xo 


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babe, there's nothing wrong with saying you're better than someone. you know what? you're probably right. xD
i wish i can restrict. damned body and recovery and crap. xD
i started doing this really unattractive fucking snort giggle shit thing where i was like YEAH. BITCHES. SHE MENTIONED ME. because you know,

-Sam Lupin

Jen Is-Fat said...

the only advice i can give you is that... when trying to go gluten free, don't buy things that are "gluten-free"... It defeats the purpose (of not eating)....and god forbid, the dreaded "gluten free bread"... -shivers-

Kay said...

I started following you recently. Here's my URL:

Love all your posts. Hope you 2nd interview goes as amazing as the first! <3

Rhianna said...

Haha I only just logged back in today. It's been 2 years for me. Finally got the need to write again.

Invisible_Ninja said...

Know how you feel I used to have a blog two years ago on here, came back recently and only two or three people were still was kinda sad as I'll never know what happened to them.
So if you want to follow me my blog is
Take care and congrats on the interview.