Fuck it. I am going to start doing 100 sit ups a day. My stomach is fucking disgusting. My legs and arms are kinda how I want them to be... okay a little skinnier would definitely do the trick, but my stomach. Man oh Man. Anyway, so today was a reasonable day. I weighed in at... 59.2 this morning. Which is acceptable. My goal for this week is to be comfortably in the 58's.
I went climbing with my housemate again and his friend after finding out that we live together said that we must be careful and not (I quote) "Shit where we eat" - I.e. don't fuck the housemate. Obviously, this was quite funny, since it has already happened. Fuck. I really have nothing to report.
I need a new diet... I don't really know what to do. Possibly a fast for two days - then a liquid fast for two days - then maybe a fruit fast for two days and another straight fast for one more. That makes a week of "fasting."
mmm. Yes. Thanks for all the lovely comments. So much love to everyone - I mean. It is a strange thing that people that read my blog actually know far more about me. And I can be honest about my life and my feelings. Tomorrow is my appointment with the ED specialist. It will be interesting to see what she says. I am NOT FUCKING GAINING WEIGHT! FUCK YOU! Also need to have my medication reviewed... which reminds me to take my meds - I forgot yesterday.
Love & Crags