I feel invincible today. Fuck to the yeah! First off, I have managed to stay at 434 cals for the day, despite being absolutely convinced that I was going to go over. And my saving grace? The boy who made dinner tonight - okay it was only stuffed aubergines - put onions in it. I am mentally fucking allergic to onions. So. This is what I ate today. I had two small apples - I found these bags in my supermarket which have tiny apples for school kiddies in them, a plum - okay a huge one, two tiny strawberrys, a cup of coffee with a teaspoon of honey, three... or four cups of tea, 4 rice cake thins with fat free cottage cheese and some rocket. Then about two olives. Sounds like so much doesn't it? But according to my faithful calorie counter is is only 434. Which is amazing. Not gonna lie, feeling quite hungry, but saying that who cares. I love this feeling of being hungry. It makes me feel strong. Like nothing can control me. I am in charge of my body. Fuck yeah bitches.
Tomorrow I am meant to start the cabbage soup diet with Sammy, but it looks like I may need to postpone till thursday because I have a dinner tomorrow that I totally forgot about. I checked out their menu and I think I may be okay if I order the seared tuna and salmon salad. No carbs, no fat. So maybe I shall just do that. And then only fruit during the day tomorrow. I'm scared that I will fail at this. I really really need to make it through tomorrow, so be expecting multiple posts. I find that this is the best way to get through it. Fuck yeah.
Peace & Plums