Thursday, January 24, 2013

Detoxing...

So I'm on day 4 of the detox and actually, so far so good. I mean. I have been eating way too much fruit and like... nuts, but haven't had anything that I shouldn't of. Ya dudes, it's good. So today being day 4 with absolutely no carbs, salt or dairy is going to be controlling calories to under 600 for the day. I really have been hitting the fruit hard, I feel like a bit of an orangutan like shoving fruit into my face. But it won't be like that today. Oh and raw almonds.

I'm super fucking high right now. I don't know what to write about. So, heartbreakingly, I weighed myself on my new scale and it is just awful. I feel absolutely enormous. Just huge as a whale. I'm not overly sad or depro about it, just really pissed off that I've let myself go so badly. But, this detox is going well and I'm just going to make damn sure I get right again. It really does prove that there is no such thing as not paying attention. It feels good to get back in the routine or weighing every morning. A rigid belief that certain foods are just not allowed. Yeah, been stoning for like... this is the third day in a row now. But to be fair. It is icy as fuck outside and I don't believe that it is actually safe to be out there. I mean, it's the goddamn icecapades out there. Next weekend is my new tattoo :D And I've also set myself the target of going out once a week to write somewhere. Like in Starbucks or something. I have to say, despite being enormous, I really feel like this novel thing is a good idea. I mean, if worst comes to absolute worst, I can always self publish. And even though that may be a little bit lame. I don't care.

Oh, and tattoo pics:


Something like that. But it needs to be smaller than the one on the girl in the pic, because it is on my collar bone/chest shoulder. Like. It can't go onto my arm at all and it needs to be a little smaller than my hand. So it's small, but I want crazy colour and lots of it. I'm going to the tattoo place next week to see what they can come up with. But stoked.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo

6 comments:

Kate said...

Looking forward to seeing your new tattoo! x

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

"too much fruit"
what?
does that exist?
I WANT FRUITS. hi. i'm talking to you on like FB too so this is INCEPTION
"i've let myself go" baaaaaaaaaabe. you don't know the definition of that so <3
STAR-FUCKING-BUCKS MY CHILD WILL BE BURN IN STARBUCKS THAT'S WHAT I DECIDED I LOVE IT THERE
self-publishing is not lame, babe. a lot of self-published novels become best sellers.
can't say why the fuck 50 Shades of Grey is one of them but whatevs, man
I WANNA SEE YOUR PEACOCK-COCK-COCK
-George DiCaprio

sofia said...

good luck with the rest of your detox! that tattoo looks badass as hell. cant wait to see it. (:

stay lovely. <3
*cyber tokes* c;

SparksInsomniac said...

Glad to hear the detox is going well. :) Good luck keeping it up! You can totally do it.

Also, the novel sounds like an awesome idea. It willllll beeeeee liquid awesome locked in a box. Or something. idk.

The tattoo is beautiful. Can't wait to see it on skin. <3 tats.

Hermmmm... I had something I was going to ask you but I don't remember what it is...

Katie Elizabeth said...

There's no such thing as too much fruit. It sounds like you're doing a wonderful job at your detox. That tattoo is beautiful. I've seen that picture before. Does it have a significant meaning for you? Hope everything else is going well.
XOXO

WinterA said...

That tatt is going to be so awesome. It's beautiful. You are lucky to be able to sport lots of color. Sadly color does not show up on my complexion so well.

I am glad to hear the detox is going well for you. I though about doing one myself but can't afford to be going through so many fruits and veggies.

I am on the last part of my book. I am revising it at the moment before I finally send it to the editor. I want to have as little mistakes as possible. I hope to have mine released by summer. Do you have a deadline for your novel?