Thanks for all the rad ass comments on my last blog post... You know, a lot of the things that people say to me about the things on this blog really come as serious news items to me, because in a lot of ways I don't see myself the way other people do, but at the same time, I mean we all have a skewed perception of ourselves. One thing I will say though, is that I don't know who I am, I'm not sure of myself. In fact the thing that I do the best is that I am a chameleon. I can be whoever I want to be at any point in time. The problem with this of course is that it means that essentially, I am not one person. I feel like I'm a complete mess ball of different things according to how the wind is blowing on that particular day. I hate it, but I love it.
Today, I have a lot of work to do and I'm supposed to see my shrink, but I'm going to reschedule for next week. I just can't face her today. I'm going to work in bed and sleep. And if I get all my work done. I'm thinking maybe a bottle of vodka. Who knows. Fuck. My. Life.
Peace & Love