Friday, January 11, 2013

Knowing Thyself

Thanks for all the rad ass comments on my last blog post... You know, a lot of the things that people say to me about the things on this blog really come as serious news items to me, because in a lot of ways I don't see myself the way other people do, but at the same time, I mean we all have a skewed perception of ourselves. One thing I will say though, is that I don't know who I am, I'm not sure of myself. In fact the thing that I do the best is that I am a chameleon. I can be whoever I want to be at any point in time. The problem with this of course is that it means that essentially, I am not one person. I feel like I'm a complete mess ball of different things according to how the wind is blowing on that particular day. I hate it, but I love it.

Today, I have a lot of work to do and I'm supposed to see my shrink, but I'm going to reschedule for next week. I just can't face her today. I'm going to work in bed and sleep. And if I get all my work done. I'm thinking maybe a bottle of vodka. Who knows. Fuck. My. Life.

Peace & Love
Xo Xo


LittleMissFairy said...

I'm the same.
I have no favorite anything.
I'm objective to the bone talking about anything.
I feel like I actually don't have an identity because of that. People like, people don't like. I'm just indifferent.

Don't think bottle of vodka at all.
Think bottle of water, lemonade, tea?


Katie Elizabeth said...

I hope you feel better sweetie. Don't give in the temptation of the vadka. You're higher than that =) Lots of love.

sofia said...

sometimes i feel like that too. like im lacking a sense of myself. but i hope things start looking up for you!

stay lovely. <3

Emily Anonymous said...

I think the more we know someone the more sides we see of that person. So of course people view themselves as ever-changing. But the way you change is also part of you.

Tatyana said...

Know the feeling, I addapt to people around me and transform accordingly. There's only few persons who make me feel like I'm being myself... what ever that is.


WinterA said...

That does not sound bad to me. Work in bed and sleep all day. We all want to have one of those days sometimes. I was dying for one last week and my off day finally gets here and now my body is full of energy 0_o

I hope you were able to get your work taken care of with no problem so you could enjoy the rest of your day.