Monday, December 14, 2015

Bad Weekend

This weekend was bad as far as eating goes... I binged on Friday and then drank red wine with Colbey at his flat on Friday night till the wee hours. So as far as that is concerned - he lives in a very grown up (enormous) flat in the countryside, he has a million manproducts and he has beautiful clean linen. He is an actual adult. Which makes me feel completely inadequate. My resolution for 2016 is to get my shit together, move into a grown up flat and actually act like a fucking grown up. Suck it up and stop being so pathetic. 

Then on Saturday, I was hungover and binged. Sunday, I just binged for shits and giggles and now today I'm back on it. 

I still haven't been paid. It's been a month since they had the invoice. I'm fucking poor, I just want to get paid so I can get my shit together and do some happy things with Colbey before he leaves for Australia on Saturday morning. Sad. Makes me sad. 

Anyway, I just need to suck it up and do what I've been doing for the last month, poor and penniless. Take it one day at a time and try not to have a fucking meltdown. 

Peace & Love
Xo Xo


Lolita said...

I've had a bad weekend foodwise too.
Wow, that sounds lovely- I wish I were on that level of adult!

Fingers crossed for you that you get paid soon.


Bella said...

I need to find a partner who's achieved that level of adulthood. Tired of attracting 30 year old dudes living with their parents and an inability to clean their room.

Could you do a short term payday loan? I know it's not ideal, but it'd be a shame to miss out on adventures with Colbey before he leaves.