Thursday, January 9, 2014

Do I Have To Be Conscious?

All I want to do is sleep. I swear the first thing I think when I open my eyes is that I can't wait to get home so that I can go to bed. I've worked late every day this week. Fuck. It. Anyway, it's 7.44pm and I think I'm going to go to sleep now. Exhausted. Or... weak. Whatever, I don't care if lower calories make you tired, I just want to be skinny again and I'll take the weakness. I weighed in at 64.8kg today which is 0.6kg down from yesterday. Hopefully it will be lower by tomorrow. If I can continue like this maybe I will actually have sustainably lost something in my challenge month - remember I started at 67.5. So that's 3kgs almost. I can do this. Today I've had... a shiton of black coffee as always, an absolute zero monster (lies, it's 15cals), ryvita minis (113), a pear (60), a plum (30) and skinny soup (162), so that's a total of 380... WOW. Lower than I thought. But good, stoked with that. Tomorrow is Friday though, so let's hope that this allllll continues. 

Love & Loss
Xo Xo

5 comments:

Sweetands0ur said...
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Sweetands0ur said...

Omg, I can totally relate to the 'waking up and wanting to go to sleep' part... ><
It's such a struggle to face every single day.. :( Sometimes I just wish I could just hibernate forever..

Take care...
xoxo

Nina Hunter Grey said...

I'm cleansing today, so all tea and coffee all the time and I've gone in short bursts if being really energetic and really tired. Bit of both in roughly half hour bursts. Very weird.

ꜛⱴאּ Sⱥm ŁupiƝ ҂ said...

i want to know how one loses .6 kilos in one day
i'd be stoked if i lost that in a week
or a month
omg the dreaded Friday
good luck bby God knows i won't be able to do anything Friday
omg it's cold FP how am i going to move today

-Sam Lupin

NikkiBea said...

Good Luck! You can do it..You WILL Lose weight,

As they say..Rome was not built in one day..Just keep at it :-)

From One Saffa to Another :-)