I don't really have too much to say. I did well on Thursday and indicative of a period, which was preceded by a whole day of bloathing, I ended up binging. And then last night I binged too. Not too badly mind you, it was only around 2000 cals worth. Needless to say I did not weigh yesterday or this morning. ALTHOUGH. I did manage to bring it back today, not fantastically, but I have saved it. I had a peanut bar (195), noodles (400), pom bears (95), zero cal energy drink and an apple (60), so a total of 750 for the day. Which is okay I think. I think the reason behind all the self control is essentially because I still have this huge disgusting crush on Andrew (the temp from work) - it's all I think about, I day dream about him, I fantasise about him. I mean - I need to make a decision about whether to make a move by next Friday, because he won't be with the company from next Friday and so after that I won't ever see him again. *cry* I also kinda think that I am just going to leave it and let him make a move if he's interested and if he doesn't then it is fate. Guys, I have a proper legit school girl crush on a boy. WHO AM I!? Like, the last time I had a pathetic crush on someone was ages ago. Like a proper pathetic crush. I want to actually date him. Like a normal functional relationship kinda date him. WHO THE FUCK IS THIS PERSON!?
Peace & Love