Y'all are seriously the absolute best at cheering me up. From the bottom of my heart. I can't even express how much it means to me that I can get support no matter what. Just to clarify though, I don't have family that I can rely on. They freak out if they hear anything is going wrong with me, which is why I moved half way across the world... to get away from them. To have people constantly interfering in your life, but not in a supportive way - in a way that stresses you out and never respecting your decisions and boundaries... it's not great. And as for him. I know. I know, I know, I know a hundred times, I know. I can't make any excuses for how pathetic I am when it comes to him. I know. I really do, and I'm sorry you have to read my dribble about him, I know. I'm still fat and miserable, although I moved into my own flat now. So I can weigh and be obsessive at my own pace and I love that. I bought a scale. And I am at 59kgs, so no gain. Which is good. And a slight loss. But now ladies. UGW. Let's do this. I'm really tired.
So today, I will start afresh. Two cups of coffee as per my usual, unlimited peppermint tea, a petits filous for breakfast with a banana. Salad for lunch and corn for dinner. Hopefully ending up at around 400. We can do this. I found the most beautiful pic for thinspo. Excellent
Love & Peace