I have a serious thing about oranges at the moment. Like no jokes. I eat them like mad. Yesterday morning I had a total binge and then slept all day. Today has been amazing so far. Like. I fasted for 30 hours - just water. And now I have had one orange and three cups of tea. I will probably have another orange. :) I just love oranges right now, it's so crazy. I also had an edamame bean and mint salad with is about 300 cals, so today i am well in 600 cal limit. My total intake today is 450 cals. Which is good. I was trying on loads of my thin clothes this evening and I must say, if i am ever too fat to fit in them. I will just die. *sigh* I am 57 today, so still on a bit of a plateau but given the awful binge of yesterday morning, I am not surprised. I am sure i can get it down in a week or two. God, these last two kgs are just not fucking going ANYWHERE!
I have to say that at the moment life feels pretty happy. I am still broke, but hopefully the company will change that. Things with the boy are finally in a good stable space. And i feel like we are moving forward in the right direction. I'm very very happy with how things are going with us. And all it is taking is a little less neurosis from me and just talking about situations that make me feel uncomfortable. Like he's been super busy with work at the moment and so i haven't really spoken to him all week. Instead of getting stroppy and neurotic about it, I told him that even if he's busy, just a little text to say hi, I'm alive works for me otherwise i think I've done something wrong etc etc and he totally understood my point. Anyway, for once, i feel like we are on the same page.
I'm busy looking at website templates, my site is definitely going to be pink in some manner. Me and my candyfloss addiction (not really, i HATE candyfloss). A friend of mine has also asked me to give legal advice of his business stuff, so there is some exposure and money to be made there. It's really nice to be doing well and having direction. I just need to make some friends in London and stay the FUCK away from alcohol. :) I can do this.
Love & Edamame