Saturday, June 30, 2012

BMI = 17.9

This morning I weighed in at... 55.5kg. HOLY FUCK! That's 1lb from my UGW. Jesus fuck, what the hell am I going to do when I get to that weight... well firstly, I need to reflect. I mean, this is as thin as I am ever going to be. I promised that i wouldn't get thinner than that. So. I need to not lose anymore weight after 55. I mean I guess a sway of 2kgs is okay. But I need to learn to eat to maintain. I am also going to try on ALL of my clothes and oh lawdy me, they better fit perfectly and not be tight at all. I can't believe it. This is such a low weight for me. Yesterday I didn't feel like eating at all so i had two oranges and about five cups of tea. Today i have to do work, so I am making myself some breakfast. I think today I shall aim for about 800 calories so that my brain functions properly and my body of course, because my body is very weak at the moment. Standing up in the shower is really difficult. Walking up stairs is difficult too. I feel like I'm going to faint, and i don't like this. So today, I am going to try and eat. I am still doing the clean eating thing. And i need to try get more iron in my diet. But my strictly vegetarian diet - brocolli. Yum. Not.

To answer a question from my previous blog... I don't find that restricting affects my mind that much, like generally I function on normally. I also usually don't heavily restrict for long periods of time. I try to go for about 600 - 800 cals a day and generally I can function quite well on that. I do consider this a lot because the work that I do is very academic. And I need to be sharp in order to do it properly. I also drink a lot of caffeine despite myself, but yes. At the moment, i am pretty iron deficient and have been restricting quite heavily, so I know that I need to eat to get myself back a little bit. I guess you learn what you body can deal with as these things go along.  :)

Love & UGW
Xo Xo


Judith Marie said...

HOLY FUCK indeed!!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!! I'm dancing with pompoms for you my pretty lady! You are so damn close that it freaks me out! Well done you! I cannot wait for the day when I feel the same elation at seeing something so close to my goal weight on the scale.
I'm so proud of you! I feel like crying or something! Go you!
It will be maintaining very soon, so I think you will feel a little less faint when that happens, you'll eat a wee bit more to stop losing more weight and then just maintain it.
You lost that weight so quickly! So inspirational my pretty lady, so inspirational.

Slimarific said...

Well Done!!! this is a huge accomplishment for you :D I wcant wait till I reach even remotely close to that BMI :D

Alice said...

Yay!! Good for you, it must be such a great feeling and you accomplished so much! Gosh one lb away so close! :)

WinterA said...

Congrats! You thought you would never get there and look at you. I know you must feel pretty damn good. I am sure you are getting a maintenance plan in mind as we speak.

I keep telling people that all the time! Everyone's body is different. Like I know I can go on the calorie limit you are doing but I prefer to go with my 1200 for the time being. Then as I reach certain goals I will reduce the calories to shock my body.

Congrats again. I bet that corset will fit perfectly now :-)

Stephanie Ray-leigh said...

That is amazing! I'm insanely jealous(:
And, universe. what a sexy BMI~
I think maintaining will be challenging but I'm sure you can do it! You just have to find the number that's good for you.
Good luck hun<3

Bella Vinvi said...

Yeah!! That awesome! never happen to me yet...:( im so..jealous ..but happy for you to ,
im really surprise when i read your title and now i cant belive im still eating...but you did it so well to control your self!!

stay strong..

The Lovely Bones said...

Congratulations. I'm so excited for you! So so so happy for you.

Cammie said...

Wowowowow! Look at you, skinny lady.

I just found your blog last night and have been reading ever since LOL
Your weight right now is like a fucking inspiration to me. And I'm so psyched we're the same height!

Anyway, I'm kind of anxious to see how the whole "maintaining" thing will work for you. Personally, I've never been able to achieve it. I've never known when to stop.
But since you sound like you really want to, I hope you can <3

Anonymous said...

Wow, thats so amazing! Congratulations and best of luck when it comes to maintaining it! :)

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Sparkle Spaz said...

Flipping lucky... Your BMI's 17.9!!! Mine's 19.something :p

Little Miss Thin ♥ said...

I inwardly cheered so much for you when I saw this update :) Don't mind me saying how utterly thrilled and jealous I am :) xxx