Friday, September 2, 2011
I hide from my kitchen
In other news, I find myself at home all day obsessing about my weight. It is pretty much all I think about and I get upset if my friends don't notice. :( I find that I sit upstairs in bed ALL day and I run in and out of the kitchen to get green tea and water. Although I just put some soup on the stove. But run in and run out. It's like when I eat, I gobble it up as quick as possible. Like if it's gone, maybe I can forget that I ate it. And when it's gone I can run back upstairs to get away.
Currently looking for a part time job. Need to start my essay, but I can see myself writing it the night before. Internship next week. Hope it goes well.
Peace & Respect X