Tuesday, September 27, 2011

What the FUCK!?

I have been SO good for over a week now and I only binged on Saturday (okay - it was a big binge) but Sunday was 650ish and yesterday was only 250. And I have lost maybe... 2lbs? WHAT THE FUCK! On the plus side it is just motivating me more! He forced me to have lunch with him so I had this awesome veggie surprise thing that I get at one of my local stores. It's actually for children and it's a ready to eat kiddies meal. This one had butternut and sweet potato mash with peas and corn. I just add some habenero sauce and black pepper in it and I'm a for AWAY! Yesterday to eat I had one of those, a small bowl of soup and an apple. The best thing about this veggie pot is that it only has about 110 cals in it. Which is great. So I'm going to have another one for dinner. But the ones he just bought me are slightly different both have cheese sauce in it and then the one has mash potato (I can't even remember what a potato tastes like) and pasta (ditto), but they are still under 200 cals per meal. So that's fine. If I just have one for dinner. It will be okay. I reckon I should stay about 500 today and then super low again tomorrow. Same principle as the ABC or SGD.

After I had lunch today though I felt SO sick. Like light headed and nauseous so he pipes up "well it's your body going into shock because it hasn't had food in ages." I think I need to remind him of our deal to lay the fuck off. I will be 132 by next friday SO help me god. Moreoverwhich, the weather is great so bikinis out this weekend. Extra motivation.

I may have a lead on a job, it is in a restaurant as a waiter, but at least it's flexible hours/shifts and the money is better than normal casual jobs and cash in hand. Which is good.

Thanks for all the comments and welcome to my new followers. Hi to Clear Girl - stoked to have you. Tall bitches for life :p. Thanks to Beth - babe you know how much I appreciate you. :) And I'm getting into Wintergirls. Put it on my BB so I can read it while waiting around. Thanks to Sarah - my second name is also Sarah - LOVE it. :) :) And to Will - good luck and please look after yourself. :) :) I find it so interesting to have a boys perspective on things. I LOVE your blog. In fact READ Williams BLOG!

Bikini Thinspo! God. 10lbs in a 9 days. Although, I think if I can get down to about 135 I will be okay. I should have been more strict for the last two three weeks. Oh well.

Respect & Love
Xo Xo

Above is Claire Danes - this is pretty much exactly the kind of body I want. Although my legs are longer and my torse shorter. But lean and flat. Love it.

I really don't think Nic Richie is pretty, but she has such a nice little thin body. Not over the top - just nice.

Kate Bosworth - need I say more. B. E. A. Utiful.

Think Thin! <3 <3 <3


William said...

I know you are frustrated that things are moving slowly but at least you are still losing and you're staying on track. Be proud of that! And good luck with your job lead, I hope you get it. :)
Thank you so much for including my blog in your post! It's so sweet! I'm consistently amazed with all the support I get, I seriously grinned from ear to ear when I read my name in your post. :D

ednos Linny said...

Love the bikini thinspo. Most the time I do not find Nichole Richie pretty but she completely inspires me do to the amount of weight she lost. I am off to read more of you blog so if I comment on something old sorry I am just the kind of person that has to comment no matter how old. keep up the hard work.

Sunshinechild said...

I know you can lose ten pounds in nine days! I'm so excited that you want to do the challenge and I hope it goes well for you. Keep me posted :)

abbifa said...

hey, just wanted to say thanks for joing my blog and i am very plaesed to be joing yours. looking forward to reading your older posts and can't wait to veiw your future ones, best of luck

Brittany said...

Every time I look at inspiration these girls are always on the top of my list!! I have faith that you can lose the weight...Keep focused and all of your hard work WILL pay off I promise :)

Clear Girl said...

10 pounds in 9 days is hard but doable! I'd suggest a one or two day liquid fast, if you haven't seen a change in a while. It usually speeds things up for me :)

Keep up the amazing work!
Are the vegetable pots baby food?

Anonymous said...

You know I am always here for you girl! Forever. If it makes you feel any better, I am planning on losing 12lbs in 10 days. So I will be right there with you!!

Williams blog is absolutely wonderful and YES! it is great to have a guy in our circle! I like that he is so blunt and determined, it really inspires me!

Kim said...

Losing 2 pounds in a week is actually really good, because it means you were really burning away fat, instead of just getting rid of "false" weight. People are usually really mistaken about how much weight is realistic.

Unknown said...

They look gross