Wow, haven't blogged in 5 days. Feel a bit bad, but saying that Friday and yesterday were manic binge days. I got my new scale and weighed in yesterday at 143lbs. So I am 4lbs down from the last weight in. But I also got my period (yay, not preggers) so perhaps there is some bloating factoring in.
I have decided to do a soup fast today and tomorrow. The weather is really bad, so soup is a nice idea. My boyfriend is laying off trying to get my to eat a lot which is nice. I can't wait to have some yummy soup later, I am so hungry. But if I can last until 7pm. Then I will be fine. It is 14.30 now, so I am doing alright. Maybe I should have an apple to stop myself and some green tea. I always forget my green tea. I get such joy out of using my online calorie counter and then I only see under 500 a day. I feel so proud. I reckon if I can be good until friday it will be fine. I want to be 138 by the end of the week. I am sure I can do it. I just need to keep my vitamin intake good so I don't slump out, because I have a test on thursday. It seems so silly that I only have 11 pounds to go for my goal weight. It doesn't seem like that much. I am going to a wedding this weekend, so going away, so I won't be forced to drink that much.
is stomach thinspo. Sorry I haven't posted thinspo in a while. I told
my bf that I wished I could cut off my stomach. He told me that was
really fucked up and that I need to stop obsessing about my weight
because it is unhealthy. I guess he just doesn't understand.