Well today was a huge fuck up. I had dinner with my surrogate family which involved veggie curry, rice, nan bread, pappadoms, strawberries with ice cream, a g & t and some other miscellaneous nibbles. Fuck fuck. I know we always use this as an excuse but I had to. They are good friends with my mom back home and I've been telling her I've put on weight. So I told them all the London walking is the cause of my weightloss - they haven't seen me in a while, so I tried to eat a normal amount so they'd not worry. So yes, I am sure I had at least 2000 calories today *cry* however to try and mitigate the shit I did walk quite a bit and I power walked home and ran up stairs to try burn some off. I'm sure that it will be fine, but alas, I have ANOTHER dinner tomorrow. So I am not going to eat until dinner like I did today, also minimal alcohol and loads of walking.
I am still on the hunt for a flat. I found one in Canning Town that I LOVE. It's not quite the right area, but it is AWESOME! Anyway, I tried to phone to make a viewing appt but they didn't answer or call me back. I finished the shiton of work I had to do, but now I must start all over again tomorrow. But for right now. It's bed.
Fat & More Fat...
**EDIT: Ah ha ah ha! I have figured out my dining dilemma tomorrow. I shall only have water with lemon slices. NO alcohol. And since I picked the menu - pea and ricotta ravioli, mustard crust salmon with polenta and vanilla creme brullee - I could figure out how much of what I could eat. So basically to stay under 1000 (!!! Still high, BUT better than today's DISASTER!!!) I can eat 5 ravioli no sauce. No more than five. About 200 cals. The salmon without the crust or any polenta. Another 200ish. And three bites - Victoria Beckham style - of the creme brullee. I can in fact be under 600 if I stick to that. But I shall see how my willpower manages at the dinner. PLAN! I plan to take really small bites, take super long eating and chew it at least 30 times per bite. ***