So, a few weeks ago I was called by some woman that got my pic from a hostess job that I applied for and she asked me if I wanted to do a testshoot for her agency. I was like 'heeelllllllllllllllllz yeah mutha fucker' but then after thinking about it, I turned it down... Well. I cancelled it, because I don't need to feel fat, like really. I don't need that. Anyway, so the dude from the studio called me this afternoon to confirm my shoot for tomorrow. So I was like, dude serial. I cancelled that. Like wtf? Anyway, so now I have a test shoot tomorrow. And I am SO nervous. And of course, murphy's law. I ate almost 3oz of pringles before he called. So today my intake has been a cup of coffee with a bit of honey, two pudding cups, the pringles *sadpanda* and a whole lot of gazpacho soup. In total my cals are about 850 for the day. So I think I kinda saved myself. Anyway, so tomorrow it's peppermint tea, kiwi fruit and a petits filous before the shoot. And then soup for dinner. I can't be all bloated. God, and the pringles had so much salt. GOD, I'm going to look like a water retained whale. Whaddup Moby. Jesus. I don't know why I am doing this. I am busy painting my nails now. Going to do red with my ring fingers in pink. I thought it would look cute. I also have like NO clothes, because I just moved country. I bet they will just kick my ass out of the studio. Sorry little hippo - no wildlife allowed.
*sigh* Anyway, thanks for all the lovely comments on my blog. I have been without internet all weekend. It's just awful. Now I'm going to watch some top model and hopefully pick up some kind of posing tip so I don't look like a fucken migrant whale. *cry* Why do I get myself into these fucken messes. WHY OH WHY!?
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