Today was the boys birthday... 28 he is. Thanks for all the lovely comments on my last post.... Alice May <3 Anyway, enough about that... Every relationship has it's issues and I can forgive him for Amanda, like he has to forgive me for trying to kill myself and *cough cough* with his friend.
Today was good. I GOT PAID, but I still don't have a bank card, so I have to go into the bank tomorrow and get cash, but at least I have it :). I have a bunch of work to do by Monday. FUck fuck. So I have to get on that tomorrow, I am trying to sort out my sleeping patterns because I have been going to sleep at 5am and waking up at 3pm. NOT good. So now I have to sort this shizit out. I also need to start looking for a place of my own to rent... gawd. This is going to be epicly fun.
Today I ate about 450 cals. About 250 was a crapload of butternut soup. Then I had a really shitty mojito with a friend of mine. I'm guessing it was about 200, but they didn't put sugar in it like they shouldve so I'm guessing it was probably less. I have dinner of thursday and friday so I need to behave till then. Also I can't have a binge day... or I can make it friday. Something like that. I need to buy a scale. SOON. But I can't till I move out. I don't need this dude to see me being all obsessive.
I just woke up it's 243am. And guess what I was dreaming about? Ben & Jerrys. OH right and WIN for thinspo TV, the biggest loser and top model. Yes. We. Can. I found it really funny that in one ep of top model they had to eat a Pinks hotdog. As if a model would. *laugh* OH and I broke my awesome pair of wedges today. :(:( The one strap snapped while I was strolling around central London. Fail. Fail. Fail.
Ben & Jerrys *cry*