I binged today - I serious way. I also ran everywhere I went to try mitigate, but I really don't think there is much I can do about the eat fest I had today. It started at my moms house and then continued till I got home. OH well. I really have been slipping these last few weeks. WOW. Explains why I have lost anything. This morning I was 136. BUT I NEED TO GET TO 132. Okay. So the plan then is to fast tomorrow and Thursday. I am sure with enough coffee and pepsi max, I can totally do this.
All the disgusting cheese and tortilla in my stomach makes me want to throw up. I don't know how I slipped this far back. HOW HOW. It is so disgusting. OH and I am back in the fashion show. They called me today and said that the omission from the list was an oversight. Fuckers. Oh and this was also mid way through my binge. And I managed to do so well yesterday. OKAY. I can get to 132. I can I can I can I must. And I need to do it by next Wednesday - the fashion show. I can I MUST!
Maybe tomorrow I will do an apple fast. Apple and green tea fast. Yes, I think I shall do that. Apple at 9am, another at 1pm, another 5pm and two (piggy!) at about 7pm. And a cup of green tea with each. I think I shall do that. :) God, if anyone has advice...
Sorry if I don't reply to comments. I always mean to and then I don't. I am totally keen to text, well more like if people have a blackberry and iphone with whatsapp, cuz I don't live in the US so it will be quite expensive. But yeah, leave me your phone numbers/BB pins and I shall add you :) I'm really sorry I have been failing so miserably at this. I'm just a fat piggy after all. :( :( I promise to be better tomorrow. Will see how it goes with the apple and green tea fast. I'm so thirsty today. God, I feel like such a failure.
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