FREEDOM!!!! FREEEEEEEDOM!!!! FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM!!!
Right so starting with the obvious, I just wrote my last exam! Hello! Law Graduate. Assuming I passed, which I am sure that I did. My mind is just so useless, because of course I couldn't sleep last night so I have had about three hours and I am going to sleep right now!
I went to runway training yesterday and apparently I am 'shy' and my walk is stiff, so I am seeing the owner of the agency tomorrow morning to work on it. Yay :) But then I also have to renew my car license tomorrow and start my new job - which let me tell you - I am NOT looking forward to. But I should know by next week whether I am in the fashion show or not. So only time will tell if the runway prep pays off. It's not like I have a whole lot of space to practise in.
Then weight wise, I fasted yesterday with absolutely no desire to eat whatsoever, but then at about 10pm I just couldn't concentrate at all so I had a small salad of tomato lettuce and avocado - maybe 100 cals. If that. It was a small tomato, 30g of avocado and a handful of lettuce - I only ate about half of it as well. Then this morning I had probably about 80 cals of strawberries. WHO FUCKING KNEW STRAWBERRIES WERE LITTLE BALLS OF FAT!? Seriously. Anyway, not important. I weighed 62.1 this morning. So hopefully I will be under 62 tomorrow, BUT I am having dinner at a mexican restaurant tonight, so there will be lots of food and drinks. OKAY so maybe 61 by Friday at the latest.
In other news I saw the mutha fucken stick insect with no soul this morning in our exam. And guess what, her amazing hair was fucking perfect and her stupid dumbo ears were tucked away and she is fucking skinny as ever. I hate her. It was so hot in our venue that I took off my hoodie and just had a vest underneath. I can say with reasonable certainty that people were staring at my fatness. Also, the Jewish princess wore CLOGS, yes CLOGS today. So her sashaying in cute ankle booties was only momentary. AND omg. She is rather large. I never actually looked at her, but damn. Although saying that, it may just be exam eating. Anyway, never have to deal with those mutha fuckers ever again. FREEEEDOM!!
Thanks for all the lovely comments. I will get round to commenting on everyone's blogs as soon as I have fucking had some sleep. Pretty sure it's all going to come tumbling down now with the boy, but I don't care. Runway here I come!!
Strength & Love