I've been listening to the Killers non stop for the last day and a bit. It's funny how you forget how much you love something when you stop listening to it for a while... I guess it's true about all things in life... Anyway, yesterday I ended up on a total of about 500 cals. Today I'm hoping for something similar and Coco is definitely staying in check. I really do like her... lol. It's so mutha fucken schizo writing about yourself as another person. But yes, it's cool that I have a person that is everything I want to be without losing my pathetic self along the way. I was 56kg's flat this morning, but I was also wearing about 1lb worth of clothing. So if I manage to stick to my cals today, 55 looks like it may happen tomorrow. I am definitely going to do a proper weigh in tomorrow. I.e. buttnaked and on that damn scale. I really do feel like i'm achieving.
A couple of things. Firstly, I'm so awesomely surprised that so many people have this alter-ego thing. Clearly, it must be a good idea. Although my friend said to me, when i told her (she's my BFF, she has to know) that if i wake up after blacking out and not remembering things, then I must let her know. Lol, she's very supportive. Anyway, another thing is that I guess my company and stuff are moving along quite fast, but I am so impatient. I guess I am a do-er. I.e. I have an idea - let's roll. I got a response from the AFF and guess what, they flat out refused to give me any details of the girls soccer league. So I have adjusted my strategy and am casting a wider net. If any of yall know anyone in Kabul, please do let me know. Five days till my site launches.
AND the topic of this post. That fucking corset. I tried it on today, and you can bet your ass, it actually zipped up with no problems at all. I didn't have to suck it in. It just zipped. Amazing what three kgs difference can make. I'm so mutha fucken stoked. Can't wait to wear it in public :D YES WE cAN!
Love & Coco