Friday, July 13, 2012

UGW :) Fuck the fucking yeah!

So guys... guess what? I weighed 55kg flat this morning. UGW achieved. 121lbs. BMI of 17.8. Oh my fuck. Guys I have done it. :) Well done it. I'm thinking I may want to get down a little bit more. But for now, I seem to have gotten to where I wanted to be. There is no one telling me I can't lose more, so hell. Let's set another goal? I don't want to look sick though, because then people may notice. My thighs still aren't small enough. I will take some pics today and post them later :). '

Coco is keeping me strong. I am in love with my Coco self. She doesn't stress. She is just amazing and strong. I think I may axe weak Piggy all together. I mean. I don't feel sad or concerned about my ex. And i've been talking to him. I think I have finally realised that I have tried everything to make him and happy and he still isn't. I have nothing more to give.

I feel like watching a really sad movie that makes me cry for days. Any suggestions? I have been watching Extreme Makeover: Weight Loss Edition. It's great thinspo... reverse thinspo. And then the food porn which is Masterchef Australia. I just love both. It really does motivate me to stay in check and lose a little more. I'm finally in the body close to what i have always wanted. I'm not that fat girl anymore, the funny fat one. :) Even though I look in the mirror and see a whole person worth of weight to lose still, I know that's in my mind, and for right now. I know that people aren't staring at my enormous fat. It's relieving. I realised a few days ago that I can't remember the last time I laughed uncontrollably. So my new goal. Is to find someone that makes me laugh. :) Guys. If I can do it. You can too.

Love & UGW
Xo Xo

21 comments:

Too Fat for Words said...

so proud of you CONGRATULATIONS! I wish I had your strength!

Kitty said...

Congrats :)

I can not imagine how it feels to reach the UGW.. I can not wait to experience the feeling you are having..

Gl on finding the one who makes you lough.. It sure is a blessing :)

Slimarific said...

Congratulations!!! very inspirational :D

grave of the fireflies is a really sad film. xx

Kate said...

Congratulations!!! Im so jealous... xx

Anonymous said...

Great achievement! That's the true spirit, which keeps ME motivated. I cannot weight until I find myself as pretty as you -thin-, but for know I'm just glad you made it!

Be strong, you proved that it works:')

Emma said...

Omg... CONGRATS SWEETIE! I am SO BEYOND proud of you! Look at you! You did it! And wow, what motivation for the rest of us! This post has been the up I needed for today. I am so happy for you! ^_^ <3
You deserve to laugh and be happy. Go out there and make friends that will make you happy!
-Emma

Gabrielle said...

WOW! I'm so jealous! Congratulations sweetie, you're a true inspiration to all of us
xxxxx

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Emily Anonymous said...

Congratulations on reaching your goal! What kinds of things will be different now that you've finally gotten to your goal weight?
A good sad movie might be Pan's Labyrinth if you don't mind subtitles.
Good luck on finding someone to make you laugh! They're definitely out there, so you just need to keep searching for the right one. :)

EnHL3 said...

I cannot find the correct words to express how proud I am of u,wow!!!your good news is actually a heads up for me today.I'm proud of you dear you are a real force to reckon with motivation gallore...your success is steering me into the exact direction I'd like to see myself in...ok ok I can't even stop typing the same thing over and over again!!!I'm proud of u sweety and thanks for keeping people like myself who still have a long way to go motivated...

WinterA said...

Awwwwww thank you for thinking about us even in your moment of glory. That binge didn't hurt your chances and that I am happy about.

Just keep us updated please on what you new goal weight will be if you decide to lose more weight.

I am glad Coco has been taking been really helping you. I may have to bring back out my other half to get threw this crap I am dealing with at the moment.

I love extreme makeover weight loss edition. This past weeks episode. That girl's family was horrible. I am so glad she does not live with them anymore.

Okay going for my walk now. I have been reading blogs for the past hour lol. Congrats on reaching your UGW!

Bekah T said...

WOW, WELL DONE! That is amazing. I really love your strong personality, i am thinking of just leaving the weak me behind. I have been stuck in a horrid binge phase and you have seriously inspired me to get back on track, finally!!! <3

clytie said...

How thrilling to get to your UGW!!

"What's Eating Gilbert Grape" is one of the saddest movies I've ever seen.

jackie said...

CONGRATULATIONS!!! you did it!!!! Coco might have come at just the right time haha :)

I love extreme makeover weight loss too! I watched the Ashley episode last night and cried

The Lovely Bones said...

Congratulations, I'm so happy for you. You're such an inspiration!

Lia Tooley said...

Congrats! you are such an inspiration! ooh sorry, thinsporation ;)

ceruleanlove said...

That's amazing! I'm so excited for you!

VictoriaCrimson said...

YAYY!!! omg that's amazing, congrats!

Stephanie Ray-leigh said...

I'm commenting so late, sorry >.<
Anyways, THAT'S AMAZING~! CONGRATS!
:D

Finally Perfection said...

Amazeballs!!!!!!!!!

Little Miss Thin ♥ said...

I saw this literally as soon as you posted (damn phones not allowing comments!) and I was smiling from ear to ear for you and it made my day a little better! Funny, isn't it? I'm so proud of you Piggy! <3 xx